[ Asexuality ]

XV

( Warning self-mutilation )

Jihoon, puts away his mobile and looks at his youngest brother...

" I'll take care of you. " Says the elder.

" Hyung, I'll do it myself..."

" Look at your old wounds, they haven't healed yet..."

" I keep going over it too, ever since Dad died..."

" I know, I'm not judging you, everyone has their own way of externalizing..."

" What did you do to externalize ? "

" I focused on my heart's desire..."

Chan smiles softly, Jihoon's nickname for his crush is just too good...

" How's it going with him ? "

" We got together yesterday. I cried in his arms. "

" You, cry ? In front of people other than your family ? "

Jihoon laughs, shaking his head, resting his head on his brother's shoulder...

" I've lowered my barriers..."

" That's so cute ! But what are you actually doing here ? "

" I came to get my stuff, I'm moving in with Soonyoung officially, along with his three roommates. "

" Ah because it wasn't official ? Who are his roommates ? "

" Ah no I was squatting but now i'm going to help pay the rent so i'm becoming a roommate, Amy, Seokmin and Wonwoo I think is it....

" Ah, now I understand. What a very intersting apartement-sharing..."

" And opposite our apartment there's Haechan, Mingyu, Mark and Minghao..."

" Minghao ? He must..."

Suddenly, Chan's cell phone vibrated, telling him he'd received a notification.

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Chinese_boy

Hey Chan ( I think ), Jaehyun asked me to give you the lessons so here you go.
How have you been ? You're missing a lot of the end of the day these days...

Me

That's right, thank you very much Minghao hyung.
I'm fine, thanks...
I'm just having a little trouble at the moment, but don't worry !

Chinese_boy

You're welcome !
Um... I find it hard to believe you, but hey...
Jae, told me briefly, that idiot Sovin, I'm going to bring him down from his cloud...

Me

Don't worry, I'm telling you...
You don't have to !

Chinese_boy

Yes, I'll grab him by the collar, and bim ! You can hit him too.

Me

It's not necessary Minghao-hyung...

Chinese_boy

Maybe this will get him off his stall foot. I'm already sick of his face !

Me

You're an incredible boy, Hyung !

Chinese_boy

Oh, you're sweet !

Well, I have to go, my roommate is calling. It's a good thing you're friends with Jeonghan-hyung and the others, they're good people ! Bye.

Me

Thanks again hyung.
See you soon I hope...

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Chan turns off his mobile, a gentle smile tugging at the corners of his lips...

" I'll leave you little brother..."

" See you soon hyung ! "

" Take care ! "

" Yes, yes ! "

Jihoon, closes the door to his brother's room, Chan sighs and looks at his bathroom...

" Should I do it, should I listen to my brother..."

The black-haired man looks at his arm, then at his bathroom, he gets up from his bed, goes inside and takes out a care box from a cupboard, he also takes out a disinfectant and a bandage, gently, he dabs the disinfectant on his wound, he grimaces in pain, then just after, he wraps the bandage around his wrist, then he puts the material away and goes to settle on his bed, at the same time he receives a notification...

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Crazy Kids
Portable Chan

Mom

Hi kids, i have a match next week, same place as last time...
Are you coming ?

Camel

No, I don't like you.

Me

I'll come, hyung !

Camel

Well, I'll come too then, we'll go together Chan.
Come and see me as soon as you can, I need to talk to you.

Budam

It doesn't sound good when Seungcheol says that...

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Chan's vital organ starts beating faster, what does his elder want to tell him ?