F*ck u kaulitz

Chapter 4

When i went to the cabin i saw tom sitting on a bed, "thank god there's 2 beds" i said, "ones broke" he replied.

"what?" i asked, "go see for urself" he replied, i went and sat on it and i fell right thought it, smacking my head, "WHAT THE FUCK" i shouted holding the back of my head.

"god stop shouting, ur voice is so fucking annoying" he groaned, "i will literally fucking kill u" i replied standing up.

But as soon as i did i fell back down and everything went black.

I woke up to see tom still sitting on his bed, "what happened" i asked confused, "u passed out" he replied still looking at his phone.

"no now get the fuck out, my friends coming here" he said annoyed, "and what if i don't?" i asked, "u don't wanna know" he replied.

"well i'm not leaving" i replied and then he stood up, "yea u fucking are" he said standing over me, "no i'm not" i replied looking up at him.

He grabbed my arm and dragged me to the bathroom, he threw me in and i hit my head, and then he shut the door, i quickly got up and tried to open it, but something was blocking it.

"TOM LET ME THE FUCK OUT" i shouted but i got no answer, i just kept begging to be let out, i gave up after about 10 minutes.

That's until i heard nate talking with tom, "NATE IS THAT U" i shouted, again no fucking reply, i was really fucking pissed now.

I looked around the bathroom and saw a window, but it was quite high up, i climbed up on the sink counter and opened it.

i tried to climb out of it, but i couldn't, i looked around and found a stool, i put it on the counter, but it was really unstable so i was being careful not to fall.

I climbed out the window and stormed inside the cabin, "HOW TF DID-" tom shouted before i cut him of, "FUCK OF TOM, nate we need to talk" i replied.

"fine" he replied, we walked outside the cabin, "why have u been ignoring me" i asked, "are u seriously gonna act fucking clueless" he said in a loud tone.

"what r u talking about" i asked confusing, "ur r fucking other guys, and apparently u made a bet to see if i could fall for u, i really fucking likes u mayve" he replied not looking at me.

"w-what, no i didn't" i said, "YES U FUCKING DID, I SHOULDVE LISTENED TO TOM WHEN HE SAID U WERE A SLUT" he shouted trying to walk away.

I grabbed him arm, "nate please, i didn't do anything" i replied, but he slammed me against a wall, "don't ever fucking talk to me again" he shouted beinf storming of.

He didn't even bother going back to tom, i started to get flashbacks when my dad used to slam me against walls and shout at me, i hadn't got them in a long time.

I started to feel like i couldn't breathe, and i knew it was going to happen again, i rushed inside the cabin trying to look for my phone.

i looked everywhere but couldn't find it, "GOD WHERE IS MY FUCKING PHONE" i shouted, my voice cracked and i was about to break down.

"stop fucking shoutinf mayve, no wonder nate left u" tom replied, "TOM NOT NOW" i shouted still looking for my phone, but then i remembered it was probably in the bathroom.

I walked over to the door and tried to move the chair infront of it but it wouldn't budge, "WHY WONT THIS FUCKING CHAIR MOVE" i shouted.

And that's when i reached my breaking point, i fell down to the ground crying, "mayve what the fucks wrong" tom asked coming over to me.

"GO AWAY U DONT CARE" i cried out, "mayve listen to me, take a deep breathe in" he said and i did, "and out" he replied.

"now what's 5 things u can see right now" he asked, "y-you, the floor..... the chair, GOD I DONT FUCKINF KNOW" i shouted statted to cry more.

"it's okay, what about things u can hear?" he asked, "m-m-my heartbeat, THATS ALL I CAN HEAR PLEASE GET FUCKING RORY" i shouted.

Tom hugged me and i broke down in his arms, "breathe, please mayve" he said calmly, i tried to take breaths but they sped up each time.

"slowly mayve, come on do it with me" tom said taking in a deep, slow breath, i did it, we did it, tom kaulitz actually calmed me down.

I stood up and so did he, i hugged him, "thank you" i said into his chest, he wrapped his arms around me aswell, "w-why did u help me?" i asked pulling away.

"because, i know what it's like, when i had one i was all alone" he replied, "w-wait what" i asked, "yea" he replied, "what even are they?" i asked.

"panick attacks, what happened that made u have one?" he asked, "i don't wanna talk abt it" i replied, and he nodded smiling at me.

"u can have the bed, i don't mind sleeping in on the floor" he said, "thank you" i smiled, "bill just texted, everyone is at cabin 3, wanna go?" tom asked.

"yea sure, let me just clean myself up" i replied, i tried getting the chair away but it still wouldn't move, "tom what did u do, this won't move" i said trying to shove it.

He walked over and moved the chair, i was so confused on how he did that, but i went into the bathroom and took of my makeup, i couldn't be assed putting anymore on.

I grabbed my phone and we walked to cabin 3, "MAYY YAY UR HERE" bill smiled hugging me, i hugged him back.

"everyone's playing truth or dare come on" he said and we all went in a circle, we were spinning a bittle to see who we had to ask.

"yn truth or dare?" rory asked me, "umm truth" i smiled, "boring, anyway is it true that u tried to kill yourself" she asked and i froze.

"w-what?" i stuttered, "u heard me" she smirked, "no" i replied even tho it was a lie, "that's not what u told me, so now ur either lying about trying to kill urself or u did try" she replied.

"fine i did" i replied and quickly spun the bottle, it landed on nate, "truth or dare?" i asked, "truth" he replied, "tell me who told u that stuff abt me" i said.

"i can't" he said, "u have to, or else ur not playing right" i replied, "i don't know, it was a random instagram acc" he replied.

"show me the acc" i said, "i didn't pick dare" he replied, "nate i fucking mean it, show me the account" i raised my voice.

"god fine" he replied taking out his phone and showing me the account, i looked at the user and i instantly froze.

It was toms and i knew because he used to insult me on it, i looked around abt to fucking kill him, but he was gone.

"im a bit tired im gonna go back to my cabin" i whispered to bill and he nodded, i got up and left, i walked back to the cabin and as soon i walked in......

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I HAD TO DO A CLIFFHANGER OTHER WISE THIS CHAOTER WOULDVE BEEN SO LONG