Bad Luck ( JoongDok AU )

Thoughts, dreams, nightmares which is it

Kim Dokja pov

I'm tired....

There is nothing more to explain I'm just..just tired ....

So then why does it feel like every day is continuously the same like a clock that just continues to rewind a never ending clock one that just leaves me with the thought to just sleep.....

Would it be batter to just sleep....

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I mean is there any reason to be awake if I am just going to see this world...

Why is it so hard to live on... is it the world or my environment or is it just me ...

Well whatevery it's not going to make a difference whether or not I say anything here...

There's never going to be a difference it's just going to be like every other day a day full of pain sorrow and suffering

I often wonder why people bother to still live in such a world one that only torments you and one that harbours people who only see for them self's ..

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Why do you live on ?

How do you live on ?

What's the reason you live on ?

Do you do it for yourself or course you love someone ?

Is there a way to live ?

Why don't I know the way to live ?

Am I not supposed to be alive ?

What is a live that is worth living for like ?

What is the world that I don't see like ?

Is it better then the world I live in ?