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priv @privjd 🔒
Do you really have to remind me of that?

priv @privjd 🔒
Yes. You lost their trust. They pulled their shares on your company. And it's my fault. But I don't regret what I did. Even if you disown me or deny me as your daughter.I won't think twice and do what I did to their evil son.

priv @privjd 🔒
Because you weren't there when he went to my school and forced me to get inside his car and brought me to his place! You weren't there when he tortured me and almost violated me! I almost god raped Dad!

priv @privjd 🔒
I even had to hide my bruises from Mom. And lied to my brother when he saw me crying in my room.

priv @privjd 🔒
I couldn't sleep at night because I had to deal with the demons that keeps on haunting me every night. I felt so dirty that my skin almost bleed because I couldn't stop scrubbing it. I always tremble whenever I remember how he disgustingly touched me. I even had to secretly meet a psychiatrist for my panic attacks.

priv @privjd 🔒
Wala kang alam kung paano sinira ng hayop na yon ang pagkatao ko! Hindi mo alam kung gaano kalaking trauma ang iniwan niya sakin. Masyado kang tiwala sa kanya dahil lang sa mayaman ang pamilya niya. Palagi na lang yang putanginang kompanya mo ang mahalaga sayo. Kahit pa ikapahamak ng anak mo.

priv @privjd 🔒
Hanggang ngayon natatakot pa rin ako na baka bigla siyang bumalik at gantihan ako. Ni wala akong nagawa para maipakulong siya dahil wala akong kalaban-laban dahil sa koneksyon ng pamilya niya sa mga awtoridad. Kaya pati mga pulis hindi pinaniwalaan ang mga sinabi ko.

priv @privjd 🔒
And I want to hate myself because despite of everything, I still couldn't despise you. Siguro dahil umaasa pa rin ako na isang araw magbabago ka at pagsisisihan ang mga kamalian mo.