If you're about to get your wisdom teeth out soon then don't read this. Just don't
I got mine out today. Literally worst day in my entire life
I honestly wasn't really nervous. When I first found out I was gonna get them pulled I was freaking shitting my pants but afterwards I wasn't
When I got at the dentistry however, I literally lost my mind. The palm of my hands were extremely clammy. When I sat down on the big chair they had to numb me and I was literally crying and shaking so much
Fun (not so fun) fact about me: I get anxiety/panic attacks easily.
They had to wait like 10 minutes and I was still freaking out so they had a doctor come and try to calm me down. It worked a bit. Then the dentist came and I swear I thought I was gonna die. As they were pulling out my first wisdom tooth (I was suppose to get two pulled out) I kept crying and shake me. They had to keep numbing me so I won't feel it.
After that the dentist said that Imma have to reschedule to get my other wisdom teeth out another day cause basically I couldn't keep my shit together. It was embarrassing.
I got home. I waited for my mom to get the medication. It was starting to hurt. She came. Here's the thing. I don't really know how to take pills that well. The pills I was prescribed were huge. So my mom and dad were literally yelling at me for a good 15 minutes to swallow it cause I couldn't. I started getting another big panic attack and kept yelling at them to stop yelling I'm trying over and over
I opened my jaw too much and it hurt so bad. I wasn't suppose to open it wide. I can barely do it. And I honestly started balling my eyes out. It hurt so bad. My mom realized I was getting freaked out and calmed me down and I finally took my pills
My dad is mad at me though.
This whole thing started like at 5:30 pm and now it's 9:08 pm. I've literally been freaking out and crying ever since.
I'm honestly convinced I'm going to loose my mind tonight. The tears wont stop coming down. The scared feeling is started to get too much.
I can't control myself. Imma die
