I'm depressed, once again. But I'm trying my best not to cry so I can do homework. I don't want sympathy I just want to let every thing out.
I hate almost everything right now. Myself, school, and now a little bit of my family.
In my room, I usually blank out (It's hard for me to stay focus) and I start thinking and I just get so sad. I want to cry. But I can't or else my eyes will get red and my family will see.
I got offered to go to college for only $50 a semester which is pretty dang cheap and I'll just finish high school there and graduate with high school diploma and an associates degree but I can't go which really makes me sad
I hate my body. I can't stand looking at myself. It's not the body I want
I have to lie to the world and can't be myself.
Literally this is the only place, plus two people I can go to.
I hope your day went well. How was it? I love you guys
