This... feels weird.

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(August 1, 2023)

This book was made maybe around when I was 15 or 16. I was in a domestic violence situation around both households. Writing this book did kinda help me escape reality. It's weird. I'm 20 now and writing this. I mostly don't touch this book anymore due to just moving on, losing interest, and going forward. Though half of it is also just having awful memories tied to it. (Also cuz I cringe at my younger self for writing this horseshit story. Lol)

I mean, I'm waaaaay better than I was before now mentally. Now that I think about it, I don't think I'd be here today if I didn't write this book. Writing this book to help me escape the reality of those cold days.

It feels strange coming back here & actually writing something other than putting a shitpost video or something. I guess this is like a needed reflection for me? I'm starting to feel lighter now that I'm writing this l, so I guess so.

Also! I might be writing new books. No promises though. My writing is really rusty anyways.
The books I'm thinking about writing:

Spyro reignited trilogy (x human female reader oneshots with some 18+. [No requests for the oneshots.] Then headshots after all the oneshots are written. But that is literally gonna be a big ass book. Almost 80 dragons in total!)

Demon Slayer x reader (fanfic)
The reader will be an omni-storm breather
(Though that idea is for an oc I'm making at the moment. Lol)

Might make a brand new art book.

There might be more ideas, but that's about it for now. Now, all of these are very much "maybe"s. I may just stick with the oneshots due to how easily burnt out I can get. Idk. I'll make a community post if I get anymore ideas.

Y'all have a wonderful rest of your day/night. It's 1am & I definitely need to go to bed. Night guys.

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