Guilty Pleasure

12

Beyonce's Pov

"Your glowing" Lauren pointed out at Nicki

Nicki gave her a goofy smile but I can see the frighten look. I smirked and shook my head, that was all my doings.

"How long you're gonna be staying at my homegirl house? I know she sicka' you" Lauren says walking over towards me

I shrugged. "I be forgetting she live here, half of the time" I lied, I sleep with this woman

"Mhm, Nicki you should just throw her out. You see how she did our girl" she rolled her eyes and Nicki walked in

"I gave her a talk" Nicki squinted at me "But just like she said, it's like we barely live together" she added

I stifled my laugh, why was this so funny to me?

"Well anywho. Kelly wanted the both of you to be at her house on tomorrow" she says

"Why?" me and Nic says in sync

"She's having a going away party.. I don't know why she invited Beyonce though" she side eyed me, I was wondering too

"Going away?" Nicki says

"Exactly. I maybe cried for a whole 2 hours. She's going all the way to New York, saying she need that big city feeling" Lauren says shrugging

"Awe" was all I got out

They both eyed me and Lauren left a couple minutes after.

"Awe" Nicki mimicked my voice

"What was that?" I asked looking at her

"Your gonna miss her?" she asked

"Of course, but not like that"

"Not like that? Giselle let's be real now"

"We are. You the one making its something its not"

We just stared at each other. I didn't like the fact that she was so possessive. It reminded me so much of Kelly. I didn't go through all of this to get back with a replica of her.

I didn't find me missing Kelly a problem, she was my first love for crying sake's. And it wasn't like me and Nicki was in any type of relationship. Well— Not that I know of. She never made it clear of what we were.

She finally stopped staring and walked away. I could sense she was upset, and I get that. But she was being one sided like she always does.

To clear my mind, I went over to my parents house. Solange was here as always, she's never at home.

I walked in and they were all sitting in the kitchen while momma was cooking dinner.

"What's up good folks?" I walked in hugging my sister first, then pops, and then momma

Her hug was better than last week, maybe she wasn't that mad anymore.

"You smell ... Fruity" Solange says sniffing her shirt

"Like a woman" my dad butted in

My mom look over at my face and down to my neck and shook her head.

"You move on so quick" Solo laughed

I mugged her and tried to change the subject.

"Whatcha cookin' ma"

"Giselle your not blind"

"Mm. Still giving me a cold shoulder?" I said

She shot me a mean ass glare and Solo and daddy walked out. Pussies.