maybe, a happy ending

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Ethan's pov

Im driving uphill with my car
Pababa na ang araw
Lahat ay payapa

I have everything that i want.
Career
Money
Everything

but theres something that is missing

It was her.

She was my life. Shes always the reason why i keep going before but now everything now seems its all nonsense.

I lost her

I always blaming myself for what happen before. Hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko. All the precious people to me was now gone. It doesn't makes sense now. I dont know why i live for.

Do i really have to live?
What for?
I feel like i deserve to die
But there's something that keep me going

I want to know where are you?
How your doing?
Are you happy?
Did you forgive me?

Those things i want to know.

So that I'll have peace in my heart
In my soul

Or maybe if there's still a chance
Maybe we can try, i can try again
Ill be good now
I promise that

Nasa taas na ko ng uphill. It was beautiful. I can see the city lights.
Sana mahanap ko rin ang kagandahan sa madilim kong mundo.

" Somewhere out there your here right?..." I whisper kasabay ang pag dampi ng malamig na hangin sa mukha ko.

I'll find you yesha.