Me and you ♡

The brain record player

I love sleeping away from home.

There's nothing wrong with my home but I'm alone with me and my music.

I love my mom, I love my brother.

But I just wished I had a sibling my age who actually cared.

I wish my cousin Livy was my sibling.

Maybe then I wouldn't have been so lonely, so shy, such a mamas girl.

I loved my mama.

I love my pretty boy.

And when I'm here, I'm just here.

They give my life meaning am here for them.

Zee was sad the other day and if I was home I would have cried, but I wasn't so I texted her that I loved her.

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My mom wants to shop online for my school supplies and such but I don't know how I tell her that I don't want to be confined to my bed, and I want to take every chance to get outside,

I actually already did but her response was that she was tired and it takes money to even drive there.

I just want to sleep in my bed forever maybe then I won't worry maybe then I wouldn't care, maybe then I could be free, not be so scared, maybe then I could be the me I want to be.