Me and you ♡

hitting keys randomly

I don't think I like being alone very much.

Being alone is helpful when I'm stressed but I'm not stressed right now.

I like seeing my friends, I like them being here with me. I want to be able to hug someone when I want to. I want to cuddle and watch movies and shows.

I probably could set up a date where I can do that but It's easier just keeping my feelings to myself (or putting them here).

I love hangout with Mi Estrella the best because I will just hug her and lay on her constantly, hold her hand and touch her hair,HTIDGYHF IT'S THE BEST. When I do that with other people other doesn't give me as much joy, hence why I normally miss her touch the most.

I had a dream the other night about her, surprisingly I only had that one dream too. So I was looking up at her and her eyes were a lot more blue than normal and I remember saying you're the most beautiful person I've seen, and she responded with "why though, why do you think that?" She also turned away from me. I then just thought, "everything you do I admire, no matter how stupid or smart. I am fascinated by the way you think and the ideas you have. The way you make and collect things never Fails to surprise me, your blue eyes never fail to draw me in like they've got a tie on my head. You're hair is like one of a dog with the way it puffs up and feels like a cats fur. I guess that's why. Your soul is beautiful to me"

My dream man. Even in my dreams I'm a simp. But to be fair it was kinda beautiful. I didn't realize how deeply I fell damn.