Me and you ♡

i can't go one conversation without talking about you

Today I felt very on autopilot.

I felt compelled to talk a lot and just do as I was told without thinking.

I was playing good in volleyball, I talked the people in backstage who were working with me.

My 2 main bright light conversation starter friends we're gone today. I had really no one to reflect off of other than Tata and sage. Who both don't have really prominent happy personalities and aren't much of jokers as much as Ray and ari is.

I still enjoyed hangout and talking to just sage during recess especially when playing volleyball and after school during drama. She was the one making me feel less lonely and I apologize if I wasn't so bright during drama too, I was extremely tired and my entire wrist and arm was sore.
(Thanks for the sour gummies though 😍😍😍)

As much as I was expecting this day to go by slow it went by really fast, I was able to do a lot of fun things and even though I have homework to do I have 3 days to do it now.

I still texted Ray throughout my day because I have attachment issues and if I didn't talk to her I think today would have felt weirder. and I was just curious of how she was doing.

Eventually at the end of drama Ray's mom told me and my mom how Ray was feeling better by 1pm. 

Also, fun fact, I have almost passed out the last two days from sitting up and walking to fast. Yesterday I had to catch myself on my desk 😌.

We also don't have school tomorrow so I can't even see sage and I'm not gonna make her hangout with me tomorrow either because I'm probably gonna sleep a long time.

I made a book page rose by ripping the pages out, cutting petals and then gluing them together around a paint brush.

I also spilt an entire glass of water on the floor and my desk chair this morning.

I had a very 
straight forward day.