You Make Me Crazy

CHAPTER 7

Ellaine's POV

  "I hate you Ellaine! " Trisha shouted at me then walked away.

" But what about me? What about my feelings? " I asked and  try to catch her but she suddenly disappear.

" Wait, Trisha! Wait for me! " I shouted and then I opened my eyes and look around for a while.

" F*ck! It's just a dream, " I whispered then put my right hand in my head. Pag gising ko naramdaman ko na ang sakit ng ulo ko at ng dibdib ko dahil sa panaginip na iyon.

So it's just a dream.. But I think it's not just a dream.. It's a nightmare! And andun padin ang takot ko na maiwan ako muli. Trish made me feel so special kaya siguro andun na rin ang takot ko na iwanan n'ya ako someday, lalo na kapag naka hanap na s'ya ng right guy for her na mamahalin s'ya ng tunay at kayang ibigay lahat ng pangangailangan niya na hindi ko kaya ibigay sa kan'ya.

" Wtf? Am I overthinking? But why? " Sunod-sunod na tanong ko sa aking sarili habang sinasapo ang aking ulo.

I decided to go to the kitchen and wash my face at para matigil na rin ang pag o-overthink ko at pag -iisip ng kung ano-ano dahil sa ginagawa kong 'toh nai- stress na ako.

" Good morning, Love! " Wika ni Trisha na ikinagulat ko naman.

At ano naman kaya ang pakay ng babae na ito, bakit n'ya ako tinawag nang ganun?

I confusedly look at her and smiled like a je*k.

" A-ahh.. Good morning, too?! "
Trisha look at me and then come closer, our eyes met and then she put her hands on my shoulder and gently tap it.

" I think you need something, " she whispered to my ears and bite it gently.

" Trisha! Stop it , it's not funny! " Sigaw ko sa kan'ya at padabog na bumalik sa kwarto.

" Wait, Elaine! " Trisha said with a loud voice and chase me.

" What's your problem, Ellaine? Kahapon hindi ka naman gan'yan ah, and nag be-beg ka pa nga sa akin, what happened to you? " Sunod-sunod na tanong niya at t'saka tuluyan akong sinundan sa loob ng kwarto.

Naupo ako sa kama at kinuha ang maleta sa ilalim ng kama at kinuha sa lamesa ang iba pang gamit ko doon na naka patong.

" Are you leaving now? What about me, Ellaine? And where are you going? Answer me naman Ellaine hindi yung para lang akong hangin dito na hindi mo nakikita, nagmumukha na ako t*nga dito oh! " Pagrereklamo niya at t'saka biglang hinawakan yung balikat ko.

" I'm leaving and I can't be here with you anymore! I need to leave before everything's too late! " Tugon ko sa kan'ya at itinulak siya at nagmamadaling bumaba papunta sa garage.

" Ellaine! " Tawag sa akin ni Trisha.

" W—" hindi ko na naituloy ang sasabihin ko nang bigla na lang n'ya akong halikan. She deepens her kisses and I could feel her heavy breathes.

" I love you so much, Ellaine so please don't leave me alone! " Pagmamaka awa n'ya at t'saka hinalikan akong muli.
Nabitawan ko ang hawak ko na maleta at t'saka gumanti na ng halik sa kan'ya. She unzip the zipper on my clothes and then massage my chests gently. What's wrong with me?! Why am I enjoying it?

She uttered again, " Go with the flow, my Ellaine.. "

Dali-dali n'ya akong binuhat papunta sa kwarto at t'saka inihiga ako. She aggressively remove my clothes and showered me with kisses on my chest and tummy. She sucked my neck and that leaves a mark.

" T-Trish.. " Impit na ungol ko nang marahan niyang minasahe ang aking dibdib.

She continuously massage my bo**s and passionately kissing me on my lips.  This is so wrong but I like it, now I know ang sinasabi nilang basta bawal ay s'ya pa ang masarap gawin.