2nd of april 2023,fell asleep 2:40 am, woke up. 9 am to off an alarm, 10am when i woke up again. i dreamt about someone i would compare to merlin because of his different appearance. he's not like a human from this planet, Earth in the Milky Way galaxy. I asked him once if he's the one who's been visiting me in my dreams for almost years always in my birthday. I saw how i died, flashbacks came after i saw a familiar portrait of someone died in a theater / concert - like event. whom someone stabbed her by the knife in a yellow background. Same as what i remember as a child when i saw a sunlight in a circular shape. He disappeared and I cried because of his words that he might come after years. 1188 days for a year? He said the device didn't fail. I think his been communicating with me since the device he's using is kind of okay already but still has technical issues. If you're the one ive been waiting for and if youre the one i entitled as soulmate in my entire life, ill still be waiting for you. don't worry. i won't go anywhere this time. Sora.
