Apr 6, 2023 // 23:03 (close-mindedness)

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im living in my imagination and fantasy in this whole life of mine, never had the opportunity to perceive reality as it was. not until i opened up my senses just to find you again.

ive been so close-minded. ive been so dumb not to notice whether our fates have crossed already.

ill just say, for now- if we really belong together, ill just leave it to fate that'll decide our destiny.

patiently waiting for someone who'll make me surmise that ure them.

still hoping that ure alive and keeping that promise u made when i was dying.

u were there crying and swore that ull find me again just before the darkness filled the vision of mine.

even now, i seek for the answers to those questions that has been engraved in my mind for a long time already.

*where are you now?*

*do you still remember me?*

*do i need to die just to see you again?*

*why won't you just visit me in my dreams everyday instead? not yung yrly na exact bday ko pa?*

**are those "memories" real?**

**or my mind is just playing tricks on me?**

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