Mixed Feelings (Bakudeku + A\B\O & MPreg)

● Thirty-Two ●

"She's growing up so fast." Jiro spoke, nodding in the direction of Izuku's seven-month-old daughter. The greenette smiled, eyes landing on Jiro's daughter who sat on her lap. 

"Aiya's growing up as well. 15 months already." He smiled watching the active little girl reach out to his daughter. He was careful to place Moon down on the ground, watching as Kyouka did the same so both babies could actually interact better. "Thanks for agreeing to come over for a play-date." He hummed, meeting violet eyes. 

"No problem. I'm sorry Denki couldn't come. He said he really wanted to but his patrol shift didn't let him." She explained. "Where's Bakugou?" She questioned looking down to her babbling infant. Aiya was eight months older than Moon. She knew how to speak a little, and was developing her brain at home by looking through books and playing with color-matching game sets.

"It's fine, tell Kaminari it'd be nice to see him again though. To catch up and all." He hummed, a smile on freckled skin. "As for Kacchan... He's out on a quick grocery run. He didn't want to get in the way of the girls. Plus- We haven't really been getting along much lately."

"Oh? Why not? Is he being a jerk again, like in UA?" She chuckled, an amused smirk taking place. 

"Well, no. He's getting better with his anger issues." Izuku muttered, pressing a thumb to his bottom lip in thought. "But... He's not opening up as much as I hoped he would. He's still... Closed off. He doesn't really show any affection with me, too." He spoke, his voice low. 

"No offense, but... When did he ever show any affection towards you?" Kyouka giggled. "Everyone was surprised when you two got together for that exact reason. Bakugou didn't show any interest at all." She explained. 

"Yeah." Midoriya huffed. "He was super sweet and caring during the pregnancy. I've never seen or experienced that side of him before. But now that Moon is here, he kinda stopped being so soft around me. He only shows his affectionate side to her." He elaborated. 

"You're jealous of your daughter?" She asked. "It's normal for him to show that side of himself to her and only her. Maybe he's just focusing on her right now. You two should go out on a date or something, have time alone together." She suggested, a little lost and not understanding the greenette's situation very well. 

"I offered that to him a month ago. He got all grossed out and said we weren't that type of couple." He spoke, a hint of sadness in his voice. His heart ached at the thought, eyes burning and threatening to grow glassy. "I just... Don't like feeling as if I'm in a one-sided relationship." He mumbled. 

"Sounds rough." The purple-haired omega sighed, glancing down to Aiya who seemed to be happily playing with a foam cube. "I'm sure you two will work it out, though. I don't know how you two do it; but you've always been good at ruining things and fixing things between yourselves." She smirked, eyes trailing off to Moon. 

Both parents smiled as they peeked down to the playing children, loving how Aiya seemed distracted with things while Moon was busy staring at her as if she was something from another planet. After all; this was her first time encountering another baby. 

Izuku frowned as he watched Moon scoot over, aggressively grabbing the soft item from Aiya's hands. He nervously peeked up to Jiro before removing the cube from a whining little girl, handing it back over to Kyouka's daughter before causing any trouble. He was quick to soothe his own daughter, before giving her a different toy to distract her with. 

He sat back, watching the little girls play around on the mat with different objects, his mind racing off to find the alpha he loved. Bakugou had avoided any kind of conversation with him in the past 4 weeks, and it was getting on the greenette's nerves. He just couldn't handle shacking up with such a bratty alpha. 

He sighed as he got comfortable in his seat, looking over to violet eyes before starting off a different conversation with the omega he hadn't seen in a while. 

Emerald eyes trailed off to the front door where a grumpy blond kicked off his boots. He watched in silence as the alpha stored away the food he had bought, eventually turning to face the greenette. 

"Did the girls have fun?" Bakugou muttered, his voice barely heard. Midoriya's eyes trailed down as he nodded. 

"Yeah. They got along." He shrugged. Jiro had already left, and Moon had been tucked in for a nap. "You were gone for almost five hours, Kacchan. And you only bought six items?" Izuku muttered, glancing up to the stuff the blond was putting away. The alpha turned, crimsons meeting greens in a tense silence. Izuku's stomach churned. 

"Yeah, so? Busy day today. Supermarket was full. Paparazzi and shit, too." Bakugou huffed. Midoriya's brows furrowed as an ache in his chest took place. Convincing, yes. But not to him. He knew Katsuki was lying; the blond always gave himself away whenever he lied since his ears turned red. He didn't seem to realize it, though, but Midoriya did. It was something he had noted in his hero journals back in his first year at UA. 

"Jeez." He sighed. "Was it really that bad? You didn't go anywhere else?" He asked, tilting his head. He watched as ears once again turned red, Katsuki shaking his head no. 

"Where's Moon?" 

"She's napping." Midoriya muttered. A silence roamed as Katsuki remained busy in the kitchen, pouring himself a large glass of water. It was as if he was truly trying to avoid any kind of contact with him; getting busy with random things, always stuffing his mouth to avoid conversations, or leaving the apartment entirely for hours. "Kacchan?" 

"Hm?" The alpha hummed, swallowing down a good amount of water. 

"Can we talk? I feel as if you've been avoiding me a lot lately. We live in the same apartment and we have to focus on raising our daughter right. I'd like to clear things up between us." Izuku hummed, hesitant. He waited for the taller hero to get done his drink, placing the glass in the sink before taking the time to wipe his mouth. An awkward silence occurred. 

"If you're gonna ramble on about some stupid lovey-dovey shit, I don't wanna hear it." Katsuki huffed, shifting into the hall. Izuku jolted, standing up from the sofa to follow his lover down towards their bedroom. 

"I just think it's something we should clear out! I'm still super confused and you're not helping at all." He explained, watching the alpha pick out some clothes before hurrying to the bathroom. 

"There's nothing to explain or clear out. I'm going for a shower." He huffed, closing the door and locking it right in the omega's face. Izuku felt his heart ache as he stood in the hallway, shoulder relaxing as disappointment overcame him. Tears threatened to fall as he slowly and quietly shifted back to the living room, his bottom lip quivering. 

He was tired of all this and didn't know what to do anymore. 
He wasn't capable of handling such a emotionally draining alpha. 
And where was Bakugou going for hours at a time? 
This was all too much for Izuku's fragile heart to handle.