☁️ Like a Boy Pt. 2 🥀 // Kiribaku

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⚠️transphobia, internalized homophobia, alcohol⚠️

Songs I'd recommend for this one:

Let You Down - NF
Suffocate - Hayd
You're Somebody Else - Flora Cash
The Village - Wrabel
Wish You Were Sober - Conan Grey
Romantic Homicide - d4vd
Boys Don't Cry - The Cure

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Kirishima's Pov:

I laid in my bed that night, emotionless, sleepless, and full of thought.

I don't deserve this. Do I?
If he doesn't like me, he doesn't get me. He's just not the one, and I have to accept that.
I want to be kind to myself, I know that's important.
But it's so hard..

I huffed and sighed. I tossed and turned. Continued to think intensely.
Then, birds chirped outside my window, and sunlight filtered through the curtains in perfect golden rays.

This is my mind, I can think what I want.
This is my life, I can do what I
want.
Nothing controls me.
I'll make this a good day. Leave the past behind. I can prove to him that it won't continue to affect me.
Be stronger and manlier.
That's who I am.

I got up and got dressed. Since the sun just roze, it was too early for class, but I spent more time getting ready, perfecting my spikes, and paired a black bandana with it.

I patiently put binding tape on since I usually don't have time to. It will be a lot more comfortable during training and less bulky.

I forced a smile in the mirror, making me actually smile and laugh at myself. Forgetting about Bakugo one step at a time.

I wore a brand new shirt under my uniform, which was freshly washed and dried. Warm against my skin. I relaxed, feeling more confident.

I put on my favorite colone and deodorant after doing some skincare.
I peeled off the pore strip and winced as I did. Underneath, my nose seemed cleaner and softer.

Then I packed a book bag and went to breakfast. I ate toast, yogurt, and scrabbled eggs with orange juice. Then I played a mobile game until my friends showed up.

"Wow, look who's up early!" Mina exclaimed, surprised since I usually miss breakfast.
I nodded, smiling shyly.

"Hey Mr.Handsome.~ " Sero joked, "You smell good. Haha," He continued. Sniffing the air around me like goof.

"Haha, thanks." I responded, pausing my game.

Kaminari sat next to me, "Doing better?" He asked sincerely.

"Yeah, I think so." I replied, showing him my game screen, "Wanna play?"

"Yes!" He laughed and joined on his phone.

Sero and Mina got food, Hanta got cereal, and Ashido got avocado toast.
Walking back to the small circle table, Sero tossed a yogurt at Kaminari, and he caught it clumsily, "Thanks, dude." He chuckled.

Mina set a cup of hot coco next to Denki. "No way! Mina, you're da besttt, I love youuu!" He said as he noticed it and took a sip.

"Hey." Sero said, pretending to be hurt. Kaminari smiled at him, "I love you too, Serooo." And they both laughed.

"Wait, I didn't know there's hot chocolate!" I yipped and got up to get some.

"Kiri! It's by the bagels!" Mina called out to me. "Thanks!" I called back.

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