Be mine forever

Peaceful rain and Neni

Nene POV -
I was laying on the floor in my room. My feet on the bed. Wearing the warmest and the most oversized sweater I could find. It was like 8 PM. It was raining outside lightly. The sound was soo relaxing. I was in deep throughs there was so much in my head. My head was filled with Masao's face and my conversation with Shinchan. After dispersal Shinnoske came to me and asked to go walk home together. I agreed. We were walking talking about random stuff. When he suddenly asked

Shinchan- Nene you like Masao right ?
Neni - W-what ( her cheeks getting red )

I look at Shinchan to see if he was joking. Even tho I knew he would not joke about such a thing and I was right. He was not joking. He looked damn serious which face of his was very rare to see

Neni - I-I mean yes.he is one of my very bestfriends Ummm.. I.. actually love l-like to love u guys
Shinchan - No, not in the friendly way. Neni. I meant it in a romantic way
Neni- Ofcourse n-not !! W-what made you think that ! ( Now her face was as red as hell)
Shinchan- it's been 2-3 weeks Masao told us about how Sara had actually started liking him and you have now returned to you're orignal self. When Sara and Masao were friends you were completely avoiding Masao. You also stopped sharing  things with us and now they are not friends. It looks like you are relieved. And you used to give death stares to Sara when you saw her with Masao. I sensed your jealousy. You were jealous
Neni - No. Shin I-I was j-just busy-
Shinchan - Neni, you have now been my bestfriend for 12 years so you can't hide anything from me I can read u like an open book
Neni - No you are talking  rubbish!! ( Lightly pushed Shinchan and ran away )

Thinking about it i think maybe he was not talking rubbish. Was that really jealousy? When i see Sara with  Masao why do I wanna punch her face? Sara and Masao were not doing anything a couple would do then why did I assumed that they were together? And why did I avoided Masao when I thought that they were dating? Why do I sometimes blush around Masao ? It is very rare for me to blush? Why do I felt soo good when I found out that they weren't dating? Why do I so good around him and want to protect him ? Why do I care about it so much? Why do I care about him so much that cannot see him in pain ? Was Shinnoske not wrong ? Do I really like him but how can I. he is literally my guy bestfriend but I.. I do......I like Masao. I called Shinchan

In Call -

Shin- Yo ! Neni
Neni - Shinnoske I found out.
Shin- What?
Neni- Today you asked me that do I like Masao in a that way
Shin - Yes ? ( Getting excited )
Neni - Well I...do...like him y-you were right
Shin - What ! Really!? I thought you will find out. I knew since the beginning
Neni - I am so in shock he...he is literally my guy bestfriend.
Shin - It's okay so when are you planning to prepose him?
Neni - Never !
Shin - What ? So you are telling me that you are never going to let him know that and just keep admirering him from afar!
Neni - Yes, I don't have enough courage to do that.
Shin - If I were you would have called Masao and told him everything. I mean I understand that u need time but
Neni - easy for u to say as u don't have a crush on anyone
Shin- But still !
Neni - Ummm.... by the way I am sorry
Shin - Sorry for what ?
Neni - I should not have acted that way and run off like that in the evenin
Shin - oh, Ahh.. It's okay
Neni - Ok then Byee and keep your mouth shut about this. This secret should be just between us
Shin - We won't tell this to even Boo and Kazama?
Neni - Yes
Shin - Ok then I got u girl. Byee
Neni- Goodbye

Author's Note -

I am rushing aren't I? 😅. No this story is not gonna end so soon I still have to add so many scenes and have to do so much character development. *inhales* okay now I have take it slow I will take it slow