My Only One (Prequel to Hello Again)

chapter 5 - what are we?

I wake up to Somi as I felt her touch on my chin as I looked beside to me

Somi - h- hey-

Y/N - hey~

Somi - so. What was that last night?

Y/N - last night?

Somi - y'know.

Y/N - I- I don- don't know-

Somi - hmm.

Y/N - did we do this right?

Somi - I don't know either. Did we?

Y/N - I don't know.

Somi - so what are we?

Y/N - I don't know anymore.

Somi - me too.

Y/N - I'm sorry.

Somi - I'm sorry too.

Y/N - bu- but do you regret it?

Somi - no. I don't. Do you?

Y/N - I don't either.

She looks down at my chest as she gathered her thoughts as I did the same as well, we look out the window as the sun already shone brightly on us as we held each other in our arms

Somi - can we do this again?

Y/N - yes we can.

Somi - hm.

Y/N - anything wrong?

Somi - I don't know Y/N, does it feel wrong?

Y/N - It doesn't for me.

Somi - me neither as well. .

Y/N - you're great you know. Just everything.

Somi - you are too.

Y/N - not everything you know.

Somi - yeah, about that. Can you tell me just a part of what you've done?

Y/N - I still don't think I can.

Somi - why not?

Y/N - I'm scared.

Somi - of what?

Y/N - losing you. Everything good I've had, I've lost. I don't want to lose anymore good people or things in my life

Somi - but you won't lose me Y/N.

Y/N - how can you be so sure?

Somi - because, I trust you. For a guy I've known for only a bit of time, you've done nothing but treat me as a human, as a person.

Y/N - I know, but I don't feel like a person that you can trust or treat as one.

Somi - is that why you're scared?

Y/N - you don't know what I've done, Somi. You don't know who I've hurt.

Somi - but I promise you, I won't leave or anything.

Y/N - it's not that easy to say Somi.

Somi - but it is for me. For us.

Y/N - us?

Somi - yes, us. Dumbass.

Y/N - but still, whatever I could say could make you hate me or fear me at the minimum.

Somi - what's there to be scared of Y/N? I've spent my whole life dedicated to being an idol, everyday I'm scared that I could not make it, but I try. I've run from my own past trying to let go, but when I've realised, I have to move on. It's why I'm happy, you make me happy Y/N.