(*~jay POV~*)
I instantly ran out of the room when Nya pushed me onto Kai. I can't... I fuckin' can't. It's so hard to keep all of these weird, and unfamiliar feelings inside of my aching chest. It's confusing to decide if I truly love Kai, or if it's just a simple crush. The thoughts storm in my head as I run into my bedroom, and lock the door. I slam myself onto my bed, and start trying to calm down. As I take deep breaths, my head hurts. Great. Now I have a headache. "Jay, calm down.", I mentally say to myself. I snatch my phone off of my nightstand, and start searching up something. "How to tell if you truly love somebody.", I say quietly as I search it up. The first result says that your thoughts return to them. I am sorta always thinking about Kai.. The second one says that you feel safe around them. I do feel safe around Kai. As I scroll through the results, I realize that I match with nearly all of them. Yet, I still feel like I don't fully love him yet. Holy shit.. This is way more confusing than I really thought.. Maybe somebody can give me advice like.... Maybe.... Huh.. It's worth a shot asking him..
(*hey everyone.. how are y'all doing..? hopefully good. so, uh.. new chapter!! I tried switching up my writing style a bit.. also, song plug! hospital beds, by cold war kids.*)
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Kai x Jay, 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘰𝘺 (ON HOLD.)
RomancePlamsashipping from the wonderful world of Ninjago. Kai, the sassy and abused hothead, and Jay, the nerdy and lighting mouthed engineer. Will they fall in love, or will they become the worst of enemies....
