Haikyuu Age Regression Oneshots

Nightmares: BokuAka

I really wanna write a little Bokuto one but this is more of a vent and Bokuto is my comfort character (one of many) so in this one Akaashi is the little
Cg: Bokuto
Little: Akaashi
TW: mentions of self harm/attempted suicide

Also to the person who requested something on Monday, if you're reading this, I'm working on it. I just been haven't felt good this week and need to write a vent chapter

Saturday, 2:30 AM
Bokuto woke up to a lot of tossing and turning. He rubbed his eyes and tried to get his brain to process what was happening.
Then he heard the yelp. It came from Akaashi.
Before he could respond the younger jolted up and started crying.
He hesitated for a second before whispering.

"Kaashi, can I hug you? What happened?" He wanted to hug him. But when stuff like this happens Akaashi gets really sensitive to touch.
Akaashi almost threw himself on him and Bokuto tightly hugged him. "What happened?"

"Daddy! Bad dweam!"

So he had a nightmare. And he just woke up little. Poor baby.
"Hey Baby. It's okay. Can you tell Daddy what happened in the bad dream? Or do you just want cuddles?"

"The b-ba' stuffs was happening again a-an' di'n't habe Daddy an' everyone was bein' mean about wittle stuffs..."
Bokuto knew exactly what the 'bad stuff' was.

Akaashi hurt himself a lot in middle and high school and tried to kill himself twice. His last relapse was over 3 months ago. He just reached 100 days after several years of trying and never breaking 3 months.
And his last attempt was almost 2 years ago. A little after Akaashi started his 3rd year in high school.

"Oh Baby... It's okay. You're doing so good. And Daddy's right here. And you don't have to worry about anyone being mean about it. The only ones who know besides me are Suga, Kageyama, Kenma, Kuroo, Yamaguchi, and Daichi."
"Wha' 'bout Tsukki... or Hina...?"
"Oh yeah. And Kageyama, Suga, Kenma, and Tsukki are all littles too. You like having playdates with them on days where any 2 of you feel little. And their caregivers are nice."

"Bu' wha' if the bad stuff happens again..."
"It's not gonna happen. And if it does, Daddy is right here. Daddy isn't going anywhere. Everything is gonna be okay. The bad stuff is going away. And the people who know about little you are your friends. It's all gonna be okay Baby."
Akaashi cuddled into his caregiver. "Pwomise..."
"I promise Baby. It'll be okay."
"Otay... ca' I has my paci... pwease?"
"Sure Baby."

Bokuto reached into a drawer in the night stand and handed Akaashi a little blue pacifier. It was his favorite one so it went in the night stand drawer instead of the little box.

"There you go Baby. I love you."
"Wuv you too Daddy..." The little muttered through his paci, already falling back asleep again.

Bokuto kissed his hair and laid back down cradling his little.
"I love you My Baby Owl. Goodnight."

Okay, I'm ending this here
This was just a vent because I have really really REALLY bad nightmares because of PTSD and my meds aren't working as well anymore
Also I was little yesterday and my caregiver (and gf) called me Baby. AND OH MY GOD IT FELT AMAZING. She usually calls me 'Her Little Owl' or 'Little Sunshine' and I love it. But Baby just felt amazing and validating. I love her so much.
And again, to the person who requested something the other day, I'm sorry that I haven't written your request yet. I've been having a lot of health issues recently.
Hehe, EDS and POTS are fun when you mix them with having screwed up ribs from ONE overbinding incident, weak sinuses, and live in desert mountains. And especially when you overwork and neglect yourself for almost a month straight lmao.
I am in so much pain right now holy fuck.
Welp, I've been typing for a while and my hands and my entire body is shaking too bad to keep going soooo
Sorry this was short
I wrote this is like 30 minutes and it's 1:32 AM

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