Y/n X Marvel POV

Part 4: Not Good Enough

A/N: Warning ⚠️ there will be some violence in this (self harm) if anyone reading this does SH please know your not alone and that you can talk to someone.

It's been a few days

Y/n has started to hurt herself (often)

It's early in the morning

Y/n is outside having a smoke (She's wearing a green baggie shirt with black ripped jeans and black and green vans with a green hoodie)

Y/n: * smokes some of her cigarette*

Nat walks out (She's wearing Y/ns green sweater with black nickers)

Y/n: You should be in bed.
Nat: I'm not going to bed without you.
Y/n: * smokes some more of her cigarette and sighs* Go inside I'll be there in a minute.
Nat: Ok.

Nat goes inside

Y/n drops her cigarette, stomps on it (putting it out) and then puts it in the trash

She goes inside

In the kitchen

Nat is sat on the side counter

Y/n stands between her legs

Y/n: * grabs her waist* Your tired. I can tell you are.
Nat: Then come back to bed with me.
Y/n: Nat. Go to bed. You need your sleep.
Nat: So do you.
Y/n: It's hard to try and even sleep now for me.
Nat: Please.
Y/n: I'm ok Nat you can go to bed.
Nat: At least come with me. You don't have to go back to sleep.
Y/n: Come on then.

They go back to Nats room

Nat goes to sleep and then Y/n sneaks out

A few hours later (Y/n is wearing a green long sleeved shirt with black leggings and black vans)

Everyone is awake etc

In the kitchen

Wanda: You ok?
Y/n: I'm fine.
Wanda: Y/n, Nat and I both know your not sleeping enough. Are you sure your ok?
Y/n: I said I'm fine.
Wanda: Ok.
Y/n: I'm gonna go. I'll see you later.

Y/n leaves

Nat walks in

Wanda: She just left.
Nat: I know. Anything?
Wanda: She said she's fine.
Nat: She's not. I can tell.
Wanda: Give her some space. Talk to her later.
Nat: Yeah I will.

With Y/n

She's in her room with the door locked

(Y/n has already cut her arms)

She's burning herself with her lighter

Y/n: * has tears in her eyes and sniffles* 1...... * groans in pain* 2...... 3...... 4...... 5.....

She stops

Y/n: * pulls her leggings up*

Later

Tony has another party

Y/n decides to be late (She's wearing a short (just above the knees) green dress (like a Skater dress) with a black bomber jacket and black and green vans)

Y/n goes to the bar and makes herself some shots (a mix of Vodka, Cider and Lemonade)

She drinks them

Nat walks over and sits at the bar

Y/n: Wanna drink?
Nat: Sure.

Y/n makes her drink (pours her a glass of wine)