I can't do this without you

I.I The beginning

Part I ~ First year

"Wake up, my love"

"I need you to wake up my love, i can''t do this without you" I heard a voice cry out to me. "This isn't how it's supposed to end".  I tried so hard to open my eyes, but i just couldn't. I'm so tired. I feel myself slipping more and more into the darkness.

I woke up with a startle. I open my eyes and look around me. 'good i'm in my room, alive and well' I wipe the cold sweat from my forhead. "Just another nightmare Miggy, i'll be oke" I try to tell myself. Since i got the letter I've been having weird dreams about me dying or just somebody calling out to me. But just like every other day i get up and take a shower.

"downstairs now!" I hear my 'lovely' mother call out to me. "Yes mother".  My parents and i live in a big mansion with our house elfs. You would think that all the money in the world and such a big mansion would make you happy. But my parents are the typical purebloods, making sure i have only pureblood friends, marrying the person that gives us a good name and only care when i'm in Slytherin.

When i went downstair, my father was nowhere to be found. "Where is father?" i ask my mother.
"Business, now eat" mother says. "We leave in 30 minutes".

We took the floo powder to near the train station. My mother gave me my stuff and my  ticket and immediately went back home. Good thing i went with my cousin Steve in his first year to the train station. I went to the wall 9 3/4 and found myself an empty compartment. Not long after a young boy stands in the doorway. "Can i sit here? Every other compartment is full" he asks. "Yes, ofcourse sit down. My name is Miggy." I say, happy to make a friend, "Hi, Im Harry Potter, Nice to meet you Miggy".  We talk for a while untill a red head stands in the doorway. "Can I sit here? The ginger asks. "Yes, my name is Harry and this is Miggy" Harry says. "Blimey, you're Harry Potter, do you have the scar?" Ron ask eagerly. He lifts his hair a little and shows the lightinging scar. "Thats so cool" the ginger said. He turned to me and introduced himself. "Hi. I'm Ron Weasley". We talked and laughed alot. Getting along really well, just when Ron was trying to show a spel. A brunette girl is standing in the doorway. "Oh you're a going to do a spell? I learned some when i was at home, come on show us" the girl said. "Sunshine, daisies, butter mellow, turn this stupid, fat rat yellow" Ron said but nothing happend. I zoned a little bit out untill i heard a wand swoosh. I looked at harry and see his glasses has been fixed. Smart girl knowing the Oculus Reparo spell. "I'm Hermione Granger, and you are?" She said looking to Ron and me, already knowing who Harry  is. "Ron Weasley and this is Miggy" he said. I gave her a small smile which she returned. Before she left she said something about a frog but i was long daydreaming by then.

After a couple hours I leave the compartment to get dressed in the hogwarts ropes. But before i can enter the toilet i collasped with a bright blond boy. Already annoyed that he was in the way, i continu my way over to the toilet. "Uh hm" I hear behind me. Ignoring the way he was trying ton talk to me.

I get out of the toilet and see the blonde hair boy still standing there. "It's not nice to walk into people and not saying sorry" the boy says. "Next time dont stand in the way" I say while walking past him. Bumping my shoulder into his on purpose. He grabs my wrist and pulls me back around. "Listen here you little mudblood, i dont know who you are but you'll learn to respect me" he says. I scoff. "Respect you? There is nothing to respect here. Now if you excuse me I have to go back to my seat". At that point Miggy decided that she already disliked, almost hated the boy.  Before he could say anything, the perfect from Ravenclaw stood behind him.

I went back to Harry and Ron, whom already had there uniform on. "Are you excited for your first year? What house do you think  you'll be in?" Ron asks the two of us. Harry thinks for a moment, thinking about what Ron said about Slytherin. "I hope I'll be Gryffindor" He says. "What about you Miggy?". "Well if its up to my parents i would be in Slytherin, but if it's up to me, i hope Gryffindor. We will see where i end up. And you Ron? As a weasley you'll definitly be Gryffindor". Ron nods and smiles proudly.