love is to dark for me

Chapter 14 - Confirmed :)

I don't normally do warning before chapter but i remembered so just be wear the start of thsu chapter is triggering for some

Summers pov:

*nightmare*

"summer come here!" carter demands, I slowly with shaking legs get up and go towards him

"y-yes sir" i try too keep a confident voice

I'm learning too be confident but i am 13 with a horrible life, how can you blame me?

He sees me and he looks me up and down licking his lips

Don't touch me please

Please

Please

"get on my lap" he said and I froze, not again please, not again "come on! I'm losing my patience here unless you want too end up in the basement, again!?" he yells at me

Not the basement

I rush forward he pulls me onto his lap straddling him

He's like 35 years old, I am 13 years old, this is not right, he pushes my hips round in a motion, I do not like this

A single tear rolls down my cheek

" please no" i say as his hand goes higher and higher until it reaches my breasts

"NO PLEASE CARTER NO!"

*flashback over*

I shoot my head up, my arms restrained

I cry out no tears just a whine, I look around Izzys here too she awake

We're in a basement

A basement

No

No

No

"FUCK" I tell in panic

Izzy looks liek she only just woke up aswell looking around realising we're in a dark, creepy basement like place

"NO NO NO, breath breath" izzy yells, reminding herself and i aswell too breath

"it's not carter,it can't be, I think it's killian and everyone else" i say trying too calm myself and izzy

Breathing isn't working

In out in out

I'm trying but it's like my throats closed in

My eyes tight

The walls seem alittle closer too me every time I look at them

I'm looking around hesterically but i don't know why.

Is this a panic attack

Izzy struggle with them and anxiety, I've never had a full blown one, yes I had Minor ones but nothing like this

I can't breath

"summer don't try too breath just think of something that makes you happy and you'll breath instantly" izzy give me advice

And it works

I thought of out chat when watching a movie in bed

"i'm okay!" i say bravely too reassure izzy "NOW LET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!" izzy yells eagerly

"PLEASE LUCA!" I add

Just then the creaking of the door echos through the empty cell, all I see is

Carter