Special? Fuck Off He's Autistic

He's so pretty I could look at him all day and not get bored. -Logan

*LOGANS POV*

I get out of the drivers side and skip over to mickey, I feel like a can of redbull when you shake it.

How it gets all fizzy and full, then can gets bigger, that happens because the carbonation makes oxygen, making the can expand.

Mickey goes in to the Cafe first, usually he holds the door for me but he didn't today, was I bad? Did I do something wrong? I was probably just annoying it's ok he'll be back to normal soon.

I follow mickey and sit in our booth.
"Do you know what you're ordering babe?"
Oh thank God he's back to normal.
"Uh um it hmm."
My mind is still focused on mickey not being mad at me.

"B b b b."

"Can I try chicken nuggets?" Mickey nearly chokes on air  when I asked.

Oh maybe he doesn't like chicken nuggets?

"It's OK I won't get them." I say trying not to upset mickey more

"No get them it's ok I was just shocked you didn't get the BLT."

"Youre gonna get coffee." I remind him incase he forgot.

"That's right logan."

I tap my Foot to the rhythm of the blender in the kitchen.
It goes rhmm rhmm rhhhm

"What's bro yappin about." Mickey jokes

I must have been saying my thoughts out loud. Mickeys so funny, I wish more people were funny like mickey, I'm not funny like mickey.

The lady comes over asking what we want.
"Hi what can I get for ya."
I look at mickey for help.

Then he points to me
My heart feels like it's gonna pop and I can feel tears form in my eyes as that lady stares at me

"He will have the chicken nuggets thanks."
"And I'll have a coffee and a BLT."

That confused me as mickey doesn't like BLTs but I won't ask in case he gets mad or sad.

Mickey goes on his phone and I pull out mine so I don't look like a weirdo.

I don't have anything on my phone. I don't have Instagram or anything like that but I have TETRIS I'm quite good at that

Then that lady comes back with our food. I forgot my tea!

I know tears were going down my cheeks, because mickey looked angry and that woman stared at me.

I felt like a weirdo because they just don't know why I'm crying, I'm not crying for no reason, I forgot my tea.

"Can we get tea and a jug of milk please." Mickey asked

But he forgot about my tea! He only got one! It's my fault I didn't ask I'm so stupid but I can't speak my voice won't say the words so I just stare at my TETRIS as tears fall onto
My lap.

"Logey." He taps my shin gently with his shoe

"Baby it's ok your tea is coming now."

"But you only ordered one." I'm so confused
"Yeah for you logs."
"Oh ok thank you." I wipe my tears.

He's so mad at me. I don't dare look at his face.

The tea arrives and mickey pours it all for me.

I usually do it myself so I'm guessing he's mad at me because I do it very slow.
He let's me pour the milk though.

I look at my plate realizing and regretting choice. Chicken nuggets and fries. I put one to my lips and poke my tounge at it.

Ew

I put it down and try a fry. I don't like the fries here. I'll just drink my tea.

"You OK?" Mickey asks
"OK."

"I don't really like this BLT." Mickey says to me
Oh no I should have reminded him.

"Oh. But you didn't even try it." I tilt my head at him
"Hm yeah, how about we swap?" Mickey asks

Oh! Why didn't I think of that!
"Oh! Good idea mickey, here."

We exchange plates and I start my routine.

Pull out the bacon. Bacon is nasty feeling but it leaves a nice flavor.
I put it away from my handwriting hand incase I accidentally touch it.

I put the jug of milk in front of the plate so I don't spill it.

I put my tea to the side of my writing hand but far enough that I don't knock it.

Now I can start.

Oh shit nearly forgot, I intertwine my legs with mickeys.

I eat my sandwich in small bites while already Mickey has his food gone.

Mickeys so pretty.
He has like really blue eyes, a mean face and mean faces are sexy.
He has a toned but not toned body but is like Megan thee stallion thick, he got a little booty

I laugh to myself as I eat my sandwich

"What you laughing at?" Mickey smiles at me

"Your little booty." I giggle
"Oh alright then, I'm glad my booty brings you humor." He smiles at me before going back to his phone.

He's not mad at me now.

And his hair is very nice, it like goes to the side.....oh wait no not anymore he got it cut, I didn't like that but it looks pretty now. It's short now, it used to be able to swipe back but he says it looks dirty when the fringe is longer.

"You ok?" Mickey asks out of the blue
I must be acting bold.

"Sorry." I don't know what I did but I must be bold.

"Why you sorry?" He laughs
"Logs you didn't do anything it's ok don't worry, just wondering if you're swaying because it's too loud or something."

"Oh, just do that sometime." I remind him

"OK." He smiles at me, he's not mad at me don't worry guys

I love his smile, he has a very toothy smile, and very big cheek bones so he looks so not angry when he smiles, unless he smiles when he's mad, the way he smiles at my dad or my brother blake.

He's so pretty I could look at him all day and not get bored.