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MAY'S POV

"I'm gonna go to practice in about ten minutes do you need anything" Tom asks me, I shake my head no pulling him back in bed. "Lay with me till you leave." I say snuggling up against him.

I lay my head on his chest as his arms are hugging my body, kissing my forehead repeatedly. I look up to see Tom smiling, I give him a kiss on the lips before planing my head into his chest once again.

"I just wanna hang out with you today, it feels like I never see you anymore." I sigh. "Baby you see me everyday, literally every second. You even go to the bathroom with me." Tom says playing with my hair.

"I know but.. I don't know I just want more, I don't knoww. It doesn't make sense does it." I shake my head at Toms. "I can skip out on band practice so we can hang out today, just us." Tom smiles.

"I don't wanna have sex." I say. "Okay then, what should we do." Tom smirks lifting me up higher onto him, I lay on top of him thinking.

"Can we play roblox." I give him a big goofy grin. "Mm, sure what else." He hums. "Let's just cuddle." I say hugging up against him.

"I was thinking we could build a fort and watch a movie outside." Tom says. "In nature? With the bugs?" I complain. "Okay what do couples even do then." Tom asks. "I don't know, whenever we're alone we just have sex, and I wanna spend quality time with you." I say

"BILL!!" Tom yells, I hear Bill's door open before barging into our room. "What, why are you screaming bloody murder." Bill says.

"You're good with romantic shit, what do couples do." Tom asks Bill. "Dude, watch a movie outside or something I don't know, asking me like i'm in a relationship or something." Bill says.

"I TOLD YOU!" Tom points at me. "I don't wanna watch a movie where the crickets fuck all night." I sigh.

"Fuck, whatever we'll just figure it out." Tom says. "Okay!" I reply happily snuggling into his chest.

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"I love you so much." Tom hugs me even tighter. "Random but okay!! I love you too Tom." I give him a kiss on the lips smiling. "I don't ever wanna imagine life without you May." He shakes his head.

"Neither do I, we're forever." I say smiling. "Forever?" Tom questions. "Forever." I nod.

"Let's go buy snacks from the gas station." Tom gets up putting his hand out for me to take, I interlock my fingers with his. "Shouldn't I change first." I look down at my shirt, it was Tom's big fat head on it.

He got me it for our 6 months, I found it real cute.

"What you don't like my face on your shirt?" Tom pouts. "You know that's not what I meant." I look up at him. "Why do you always have to ruin my fun, can't I just be annoying for once." Tom says.

"Let's just go buy snacks." I grab his hand running down the stairs. I open the front door, stepping outside. The white cast of my breath immediately showing.

I lean against Tom's body as we walk to the gas station.

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"I'm gonna get a blue razz what slushee are you getting." I fill up my cup with the yummy liquid. "Strawberry of course." Tom grabs a cup as well.

"You aren't slick." I shake my head. "What do you mean." Tom tilts his head at me, smiling. "Don't make the joke, I know you're gonna do it."

"Wanna make purple?" Tom smirks.

"No." I reply plainly. "This is why you don't love me." He shakes his head. "I really don't, now let's go pay." I walk towards the register.

"Pack of marlboros please." Tom says pulling his wallet out as I sip on my slushee, what you thought I was gonna argue on who's paying? Nope.

I'm a broke ass bitch!

The cashier grabs a pack of cigarettes from the clear glass. "28.96" The guy says in a raspy voice. Tom hands him his card, immediately it approves.

We walk out the gas station. "Zamn, zaddy you gonna pay for me all the time?" I joke. "Of course." Tom smiles putting his wallet back in his pocket.

"Damn, I got a sugar daddy for real!" I laugh, Tom shakes his head. "And i'm only eighteen don't play!" He says.

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I lay my body against Tom's as I scroll through my emails. "Oh shit!" I bolt up. "What happened!" Tom says looking at my laptop.

"Oh." Tom says.

"I got into UCLA!" I start jumping on the bed as Tom sits there, his lips into a straight line.

"What's wrong?" I ask sitting down. "You're going to America?" Tom asks, that's when it suddenly hit me.

I wouldn't be with Tom.

"This is my dream Tom, going into Law at UCLA, always has been my dream." I explain, holding his hands. "I mean, i'm happy for you but what about us." Tom's eyes glisten, shaking between my own.

"We can pull long distance off right?" I smile. "No May, we can't" He shakes his head.

"So what does this mean for us." My voice slightly breaking. "I don't know." He shakes his head walking out the room.

I get up quickly, running after him. "What do you mean you don't know." My voice turning soft, tears filling up in my eyes.

"I love you so much Maysie, but if you leave we're over." He says, I put my head my head down.

"You won't even try to make this work? For me Tom." I put my hands on his chest. "Maysie, I can't be in love with someone across the country, that just won't work." Tom says. "But, it's my dream Tom." Tears start slowly dripping down my face.

"Please May, don't do this." He shakes his head. "What am I supposed to do, pick between you and my future?" I ask him.

"Maysie, please." Tom begs. "I can't." I grip onto his hand tightly. "Please Tom, just try maybe it'll work." I say. "No it won't, you know it won't." Tom replies.

"How are you gonna make me choose between you and something i've been dreaming of ever since I was a little girl." I look up at him.

"The choice should be clear." Tom says coldly.

"I think it is pretty clear now."

A/N- Whoopsie.

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