Love, Pain & Me

.F.A.M.I.L.Y.

To the stars that hold my books like shelves
To the moon loving me as someone else
If I die by a bullet to my heart
Give my body a jump start
I want live in the garden
Where the wind follow the trees and flows
through the peach
I want to see my sister happy and free
She deserve it
I love her
More than I did last week
So maybe it's a start
Maybe the eight minutes between the first ray of the sun penetrating through me I have found peace
An eternity basking in the heavenly glow of my mother who unconditionally loves me
In the shadow of my father who protects me from monsters under the sheets
A family who nurtures me
Some days I avoid them
But most of theses days I miss them

My grandmother chose her blood every time
She loves us and fights for us
My grandfather and his eccentricity and his love for the children of his male offsprings
Although oftentimes unnerving
Gave satisfaction beyond any curiosity

Now that the blanket that kept me warm is gone
I'm vulnerable to the world and it's greed
Urging to rush back home to the speed of light
Be held in my mothers embrace and hold my fathers drunken stare