It is said that before you were born, the identity of your soulmate/soulmates had been determined. Each soul has a perfect match.
The first time they truly "see" each other is known as the first awakened glance.
But let's face it. Life is hard, and...
Namjoon took me down to his studio so we could talk..
"So what's got you thinking so hard, love?" He asked
"Everything.. I'm so confused, and I wondered if you can help me figure it out?" I asked
"I can try love." He smiled
"Well, the thing is.. I presume you know what happened between me and jk."
He gave me a nod..
"And you're not upset or mad at me?" I asked
He took my hand..
"No, why would I be?" He asked
"Because the other day, what happened between us.. outside.. It's just that I felt it then with you, and i know you did too.. I didn't want you to stop.. but it wasn't the right time.. and I knew if you kissed me like that again, joonie.."
"Hey.. It's OK..." He said
"Is it.. really... cause I'm not sure if you were upset with me knowing you could have been my first bond.. what happened today.."
"Look, I'm not angry or upset, baby.. one of us was going to be first whether it was me or not... It's not going to make it any less special for us when it's our turn, ok.. and you don't have to tell me about today.." He said
"I do.. as it's part of the reason I'm confused.." I said
"Don't tell me jk has put you off men.. that's why you're confused?
"What? Nooo.. the thing is.. today when I went to see him in the gym.. I couldn't keep my eyes off him.. and I had to go and take a cold shower.. to calm myself down.. because I haven't been touched by any of you in over two weeks joonie and him being shirtless, and he has sweat dri.... Well, you get the picture. "
Now I was thinking of jk again all shirtless and the sweat.. fuck now I'm horny again..
"well he came up to my room and knocked on the bathroom door and it wasn't going to happen joonie, he said he came up for that purpose then chickened out because he didn't think he was good enough but things changed and well.. you know.. but the bond it didn't happen once he was inside me like I thought it would.. no it didn't happen till we climaxed.. together.. so would it not work.. if I was with one of you.. and I didn't cum at the same time or not at all.. I just don't understand.. and also we both felt the bond but as you can tell the buzzing between us all didn't lesson and the bond we can both feel it to.. I mean I understand mine as its not fully complete without the other six of you.. but jk shouldn't his be whole now?.. I asked
He was just sat there.. listening to everything I said..
"I hope none of you mind but I called Caroline."
"oh.. y..you did.. how is she?.." He asked
"yeah she's good she said she was busy.. anyway I tried to explain to her and she also said it might not stop until I have connected to you all... or... that you are all soulmates to.. but you can't be... right... you've not had any signs.. plus hobi, jimin yoongi and yourself have already had sex.. wouldn't that of skipped all the other parts and bonded you together... unless you didn't come at the same time?" I said
I looked at him as he ran his hands through his hair... I obviously confused him and I knew he would help.. namjoon liked to research things I knew if anyone could find anything out about this then it would be him..
"I need to see if there is any information out there about multiple soulmate groups Ali.. I know there are a few groups out there but it's not a common thing.. if not I may have to find out if there is some facility that could try and help us figure it out.. and as for you last theory.. we have came together and we came separately so it's not that... oh I can just imagine if we are soulmates hahaha imagine jin hyungs face when he finds out he has always said he's straight.. we all were at one point though.. Well it just happened and it was so much easier.. oh and poor tae and jk.. they are just starting out.. oh god.. this is going to be so fun and so fucking awkward.." He laughed
I was confused and now shocked.. poor tae, jk and jin... but then again.. they may not have a choice if that pull is there.. and I can totally see jimin being the initiator of kissing them to start the pull..
"Namjoon, how did you get on with calling around to see if you could get someone to watch maddie on the evenings when we are working?" I asked..
"I'm still working on it" He smiled..
I knew it needed to be within the next week we had to find someone..
"Namjoon can I ask you one more thing?"
"Fire away baby"
"About bang pd, I know I have to see him.. do I have to be there alone or can you all be with me? I.. err.. he's new and I don't know if I'll be able to say everything properly, if at all... I know he didn't actually want me here, and it makes me nervous about what he's going to say about that, too." I asked..
I'm not sure.. he just said he wanted to meet you. I can send him a message to ask, at least then we will know.."
"Thank you, joonie," I smiled..
He smiled back.. got out his phone and messaged Bang pd. He told me he was going to do some work now he was down here and asked if it would be ok if I left.. I said that was fine.. I'm not sure if he preferred to be alone to work.. or if he wasn't ready to let me see how he works.. or maybe he didn't trust me enough yet to let me listen to anything unreleased.... I know I wouldn't share that information, but maybe he wasn't fully there yet? Maybe one day, though... I headed back upstairs and made a beline for jk.. I know the others probably felt a little left out today, but I couldn't help it.. and neither could he.. we hung out for a while.. it was maddies bedtime, so I had to break away from jk for a short while... tae had done it the last few nights. I needed to do it tonight.. I got her sorted, and I pulled up a book on my phone.. I needed to ask if we could pick her up some books. There was one I did have to try and get her.. I wonder if Namjoon knew of any book stores that sold English books.. I didn't take her long to drift off at all.. I headed back down to the living room.. I cuddled back up to jk.. After a while of holding each other.. his hands started to travel.. I looked at him and he gave me a smile.. his hands had travelled down the back of my shorts, his hands on my ass.. I was very aware of the other people in the room..
Jk, what are you doing? I whispered..
He leaned down, and I thought he was going to whisper back.. only he kissed my neck..
"Jk, stop it.." I whispered, looking around the room, noticing tae watching.. the others were either watching TV or talking to each other..
"Let's go upstairs." He whispered..
I knew what he was getting at.. I looked down at him, and he was hard again.. shit..
"Come on, baby... I know you want me again, I've felt it nearly all day, you can't tell me you haven't?" He smiled..
I knew I wanted to be close to him.. I was horny when I spoke to joonie about it.. and honestly, I couldn't get his body off my mind, and when we made love, it was amazing, but we both knew we wanted more.. as it only lasted a few minutes.
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