You And Me Is Love

chapter 14

REHAN

He was sitting in his room which was filled with mayu posters. He was thinking about today's incident how mayu ran from his grip and how she hugged that xavier and sit with him in his car.

"Mai janta hu ki ab tak meri mayu ne uss aadmi ko sab bta diya hoga mere baare mai .huh bhut massum jo hai meri mayu bhut jaldi dar jati hai .

Mujhe pata hai ki sab soch rahe honge ki mai mayu ko itna torcher karta hu toh mai uske sath aisa behave kyu karta hu kyuki woh sirf meri hai sirf meri hai .

Jab maine use bachpan Mai dekha tha toh sirf 11 second lage the mujhe usse pyaar hone mai tab toh mujhe pyaar ka matlab bhi nahi pta tha shayad aaj bhi nahi pta .

Jab woh mera hath pakad kar apne kamre mai lekar gyi toh mujhe kuch feel hua jo sabse alag tha aur ye feel mai sirf apne liye rakhna chahta tha .

Jab woh mujhe apne toys dikha rahi thi toh mai jealous ho raha tha un toys ko dekh dekh kar ki ye toys meri mayu ke jyada kareeb hai .jab woh mujhe apni stupid doll dikha rahi thi toh maine gusse mai aake uski doll tod di aur sabko aise dikhaya ki mayu ne mujhpe attack kiya.

Jab woh mere school mai ayi toh mai nahi chahta tha ki woh kissi bhi ladke se baat kare kisi bhi ladki ko friend bnaye kyuki usse baat karne ka haq sirf mera hai .maine usko apne doston ke sath bathroom mai lock Kiya usko torcher kiya sab bachon ke sath milkar usse ek dumb name diya woh sab mene Kiya .

Phir uski 10 class mai usko wrong formulas padhana sab kuch maine kiya .mai toh chahta tha ki mayu ke mom dad bhi usse baat na kare jaise maine uska koi friend nahi banne diya wese hi mai uske parents ko bhi nahi rehne Dena chahta tha .par mai woh nahi kar paya .

Phir jab woh College mai ayi toh maine use yahan bully karna start Kiya taki koi uske kareeb na aye aur koi uska dost na bane par pta nahi kyu phir bhi mayu mujhse itna darti hai he was saying these things to himself like a mental patient.

Maine uska college mai koi friend nahi banne diya sabko usse dumb bulane diya taki koi use approach na kare par phir bhi woh mere qareeb na hokar mujhse durr jaa rahi hai .

Kya usse dikhayi ni deta ki maine kitna kuch kiya hai uske liye .

Uss din dance competition ka form jab maine uske hathon mai dekha toh mujhe bhut gussa aaraha tha itna gussa ki mera dil kar raha tha ki mai uski gardan ko daba du .

But when I look at her face mai sab bhul gya .mene uske hath se wo form cheen kar bahar nikal diya. Mai nahi chahta ki meri mayu ko koi dance karta dekh heck mai toh yeh bhi nahi chahta ki woh padhe woh sirf mere sath rehni chahiye.

Jab mene usse bahar nikala toh uss stupid proffesor ne usse speech de di bolne ko and I just want to kill that proffesor.

Phir function Wale din jab derec ne use hath lagaya toh mujhe bhut jyada gussa aaraha tha .

Mayu ki himmat kaise hui usse apne aap ko hath lagane dene ki .aur gusse mai mene derec ko mara .
Woh unconscious ho gya tha aur mene use wahin chod diya phir party mai jo usne dress pehni woh bhut preety lag rahi thi par woh dusron ke liye kyu tyaar hui .I hate it nafrat hai mujhe jab woh aisa karti hai .

Aur aaj mujhe jab mere dusre dosto se pta chala ki kissi ne derec ko marr diya hai toh main khush hua mujhe ratti bhar bhi dukh nahi hua uske Jane ka kyuki agar koi aur na Marta toh mai usse mar deta jab woh apne hosh se uthta .

Par sabse jyada dukh mujhe tab hua
jab uss xavier ne use kiss kiya .aghhhhhhh nafrat hai mujhe usse mera dil kar raha tha ki wahin marr dalu mai usse aur mayu ko bhi sabak sikhayu par I know ki mayu sirf meri hai .agar mai usse smjahyunga toh woh smjh jayegi par pyaar se nahi marr se . I want to possess her and I will one day "