You

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You with your warm brown eyes

You with your soft fluffy hair

You with your gentle smile

You with your subtle freckles

You with your long eyelashes

You with your pretty face

Everything about you is perfect

Everything about you makes me smile

It's a wonder you've never realized

Just how much you mean to me

Just how deeply I care about you

Just how terribly I ache

Because you will never love me

In the way that I love you.


I love the way you laugh

I love the way your voice cracks sometimes

I love the way you dance

I love your precious smile

I love the way your eyelashes flutter

I love your hugs

I love the way you appreciate me

I love your stupid, stupid jokes

I love how you are kind and compassionate

I love, I love, I love

But more than anything

I hate

I hate the way you look at her

I hate the way you hug her

I hate the way she makes you smile

I hate the way that I love you.


I will never understand why

Why I can't move on

Why I can't get over myself

Why I can't get over you

Maybe it's because you're just too perfect

And it seems as though no one else could be

As pretty

As funny

As gentle

As warm

As puppy-like

As you are

It isn't fair

My heart has chosen to break me

It has chosen to break itself

Because it has chosen you

And you will never choose me.

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