Benzo's Playroom! (READ DESC)

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TW: hinted towards not eating properly
D4N13's POV

I woke up and I could feel the dried bit on the corners of my eyes. I rubbed my eyes until they were gone. It was already morning so, they'll probably be here soon. Which means I should try to get decent. All I was wearing was shorts and a sweater. I pried myself up from the floor and, it was surprisingly easy. When I was young, I was a dancer for over a decade, which had to have given me some bit of core strength. But, I had also always been a bit heavier, which hypothetically means it should be harder to lift myself up. But I guess limiting yourself to one meal a day helps you lose fat, huh? It's not like I wanted to stop eating so much, okay, well I kinda did, but I had to. I'm forever grateful, but living on your own, especially when your a kid is tough. I know I'm almost an adult, but I still feel childish. I heard acting like a child is a coping mechanism for people who didn't have a good childhood. I hope I don't do things like that without realizing. But, if the police or people catch me, than they'll probably send me back to my parents. I'm a good liar, but not good enough to fool the state. But, by now Helio and Benzo are technically adults, which means soon they'll be my parents. I can do things myself, I just can't go out. If I do, I have to hide myself. And, it's not very fun. My favorite place to be ever is the mall. Or, it used to be. These hard wood floors get more and more comfortable every day, I swear. Sometimes, I venture out to the actual playroom. I think it used to be a play place, but I'm sure kids will have a field day being here for so long. I finally got up to get dressed after rambling to myself. It's a bad habit of mine, I don't know how, but I can ramble and ramble forever. I pull up a pair of jeans and I grab a big shirt and an even bigger sweater. I don't fell like wearing a binder today, and they don't know yet, so this is what it comes to. I like how I don't need to brush my hair too much. I like when it's fluffy, and since it's short. Well, shorter than what I've lived with for 16 years. It doesn't get tangled, really.