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Do you ever feel worthless because of something you can't control? So much so that you start belittling yourself and hating yourself because you can't do what you want to do. That people start to question you about your problem and start to believe that you're lying about it. It's hard to exist and it's hard to be here especially when I can't take care of the people I love most because I'm not old enough to do anything. I hate this, I hate my life, I hate how the world views people and how every one can't seem to get along and accept each other. I feel like I can't do enough and I'm not enough to help people and it hurts, it hurts more than anything. I love helping people it's important to me and I want to change the world but I can't it's just not something I can do because I feel worthless I feel empty and like I'm stuck in a void, that is getting more suffocating every single day, I let people say and do what they want to me because I don't know how to make friends or be cool or even talk to people. I'm starting to get tired and I'm starting to break, I feel trapped and I feel like a let down.

I can't do this right now guys, I'm going on a break.....

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