Love swamp

Chapter 7 A fresh life

You soon woke up in the bed that you first arrived here in this strange neighborhood, as you were way too exhausted last night, and went to the room that you recognized to sleep.As you can't really tell if it's morning or night here, considering that the entire sky is covered in clouds, as it was strange that there was even a neighbourhood built in a swamp to begin with but you soon found out that was not the case.

You soon discover that the strange lagoons, the red fog and the plants, including everything else in the swamp, came after something happened to transform this neighbourhood into a swamp. But the buildings, and everything else was still here, just covered by the vines, the red fog, including the lagoons as well as then, the clouds covering the entire sky came in afterwards. Since then, this neighbourhood has been like that ever since so, you've been told though.

You also then noticed some paintings as you didn't know who painted them not to mention that these paintings are somewhat damaged as it was hard to tell who the people are in these paintings.As you needed to figure out who made these paintings but for now you needed to eat something because you were starving right now.So you decided to head to the living room to get some breakfast as you've gotten used to living around here so you are somewhat okay.But you still can't understand why you can't remember anything about your past.

As you still need to find answers, but for now it was best that you played along.Then you went into a closet as there was many closings for you to choose from considering how your old ones were nearly destroyed, it was for the best that you wore something new. You look around to find any new clothing for you to wear as then you notice that Home soon got out some clothing for you with his black tentacles. As you realize that's how he was able to get things for you with the black tentacles with those strange red rose patterns on it.

You also started to notice the clothing that was brought to you. It looked really nice.As the shirt looked very soft in fact, it was soft as you can't help, but feel grateful that Home brought it out for you, as well as all the other new clothing.As you then realize that you were starting to get attached to what was happening right now and you are now trying to avoid getting attached, but it couldn't be helped really.

It is very strange how your feelings are conflicted with this as you were put in a very strange position, you cannot control. You can't seem to control your thoughts as well as your emotions.As you can't help with having a inner conflict with yourself as you wanted to escape and try to figure out how are you got that in to get back to your life. But another part of you wanted to stay because so far you found no exits to leave this very unique neighbourhood as well as you have no memory of your past.

So you were pretty much stuck in a hard situation as you really don't know that much about your past, and since you were looking around this very unique neighborhood, you realize that there is no escape not to mention the entire appearance of this neighbourhood.It is a lot to take in as a whole lot of questions, when throughout your head as you don't know what to do in the situation that you found yourself in.

It honestly made you feel lost in your own head as you then realized that there is the clothing waiting for you.It wouldn't hurt to try the new clothes as that's with the part of yourself that has desired to stay here suggested and you agreed as you were way too tired for a mental struggle with yourself.It is feels comforting with these clothings as you feel how amazing these clothes are very comfortable as these clothes were very soft. You are so conflicted with yourself, as you had no idea that you were getting lost within your own mind again.It is honestly driving you crazy as you don't know what to do with yourself.

("I don't understand what's wrong with me. I shouldn't be enjoying this.But I do it doesn't make any sense then yet again I don't remember anything about my past. I can't think clearly right now everything is just so much.")

Then there a mirror as you soon realize that you then went over to the mirror to see your reflection as you  are now looking at your reflection in the mirror as the new clothes.You are in shock as you don't recognize yourself anymore at least that's what you thought. Given how your memories are being stubborn right now you can't really tell what's real and fake.

As it is a very hard  to tell what is like to be trapped in a dream or a nightmare. At least after you thought the whole situation that you're in now.As you are in as it is clear that you can't even tell what it is a very strange situation you found yourself in as you don't know what to think about all of it.Because you don't even know that you are experiencing as you are so lost in all of this so you are just processing everything.

It is a difficult situation that you are not sure how to deal with this because you don't remember much of your old life so that's why you were shocked because they seem like clothing you were not wear. But again you don't remember anything about your past, so why should you even try to find a way out if you don't remember your life before. What was the point if you don't remember anything what you were doing before.

You are really lost in all of this, as you don't know what to do when you feel defeated in this.As it is a very confusing situation that you found yourself in. You don't even recognize yourself in this mirror. Maybe that's what made you go into shock as well.But when are you going to do you have no memory of your life before so what is even the point of leaving if you can't remember your past.

Maybe you should stay here after all because you have no memory of your life before the only memory you do have is your name and even if you do get out of this neighbourhood swamp, which is unlikely you have no else to go.

You could start over again maybe that's the best option besides, what's the point of leaving if you can't remember anything of your old life. Maybe it is for the best that you start over fresh again. Besides, you'll have a lot more neighbours to meet anyways but for now you should probably go and have some breakfast.