She's mine

Possessions

5 YEARS LATER

Stacey's POV

I knelt down infront of the grave and wept my hands shaking
It's been 5 years since I last visited here
I felt so alone......
No one was here with me
What happened at the hospital that night coming back to me

I stood up from the grave yard and dropped flowers then walked out of the cemetery
It's been so long since I felt this down
I tried thinking of happy thoughts and the only thing coming to my mind were Xavier and Laura

A tear slipped out of my eyes as I told my driver to take me home
I hate the way I was feeling right now

As I arrived home I fast walked into my room and stripped myself of my tight clothes
I went into the shower and cried
I cried so hard my tears mixing with the water running down my body

I felt big muscular arms around my waist
He buried his face in the crook of my neck
"It's okay" he said in my ears
I could feel his naked body pressing against me

"Am just so lost" I said turning around to hug him better
"You are stronger than this" he said leaning closer to my face

"Xavier" I said
"Yes princess" he said brushing my wet hair from my face
"I don't feel complete" I said to him
During this years Xavier turned into my bestfriend, my soulmate and many more

He was always there when I was down, happy,sad you name it
He was by my side
Although his obsessive nature hadn't completely left him
I could atleast speak with other men and spend a few days away from him maybe on a business trip or something

"You miss Laura don't you" he said pulling me closer to his chest
Laura was our daughter and I haven't seen or called her for more than a week
Both Xavier and I were on vacation for our wedding anniversary for the first time alone since after our honeymoon

Laura was named after my mother but yet she looks nothing like her
Instead she is Xavier's carbon copy
Blonde hair, green eyes and a one sided dimple
They looked so much like
I sometimes complained that I wasn't as beautiful has them

"I miss her alot....and I can't stop thinking about mom and ....." I said but immediately shut my mouth
"I know" he whispered hus hold around me became tighter
"I am such a horrible person" he said releasing his arms around me
He was about to leave but I stopped him
Wrapping my hands around his neck

I know he feels miserable because of Stuart's death
He has breakdowns because of his past self once in a while

"Please hold me" I said on the verge of tears again
And he did exactly just that
He wrapped his arms around me and we stayed in that position for a long while

We were both on the plane getting ready for our flight back to New York
I was both happy and sad at the same time
Happy because I was finally going to see my beautiful baby and sad because I was leaving all this again
Both Xavier and I had fun during this past week
But my highlight of the anniversary was when we danced in the rain

Flashback of the rain day:

The road was empty and both Xavier and I were coming back from clubbing which I forced him to go
The alcohol was running in my veins
"Stop the car" I screamed to Xavier and immediately he stopped thinking something was wrong
I released myself from the seatbelt and jumped out of the car into the heavy rain

My heart was beating fast thanks to the alcohol
I had never drank so much In my life and I enjoyed every thrill I was receiving
"Stacey" I heard Xavier call my name but the rain was louder than his voice
I slowly removed my jacket leaving me in my short blue dress