Chapter 5

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Selecia's pov (a/n for context she's telling Colby)
C- so wait he kissed you?! And he's been paying off people to stay away from you?!
S- yea I know and I quit but I don't know what to do now I'm so confused
C- why are you confused?
S- well uh it's complicated but it's nothing badish
C- you like him too huh?
S- no, I don't know Colby
C- well call me when you do or don't I don't care
He says getting up and walking out slamming the door behind him and I start crying again.

S- GODDAMN YOU HARRY STYLES AHHHHHHHH, wow that felt good actually
I say to myself and scroll through twitter.
C- hey can I come in
S- you're still here?
C- I've been sitting in my car
S- come in I guess
C- I'm sorry about earlier I shouldn't have stormed out like that
S- no you had every right to, I shouldn't have even told you but Shawn said I should and so I did and i- he cuts me off by kissing(what is with them doing this) I kiss back and once he breaks the kiss he smiles
C- now Harry and I even, he says smiling
S- yea I guess so *laughs*
C- I really like you selecia a lot and I can't compete with Harry styles
S- who said anything about you competing with anyone *smiles* I don't think I actually like Harry I just think I was just trying to live my directioner dream for a second but I can't trust him he literally paid the last two guys I tried to date off to stay away from me and the worst part is they took it
C- I did too
S- what?
C- yea I told him I would and he sent me the money and then I blocked him
S- you what? No way?! Colby you did that for me?!
C- and cause I was a little jealous that he kissed you *laughs*
S- *smiles* Colby
C- yes selecia?
S- kiss me

He doesn't say anything he just walked towards me and kisses me it's passionate and amazing and when he breaks the kiss he smiles.
C- I don't want to ever lose you I was so scared that I had and I missed my chance but I didn't and I'm so happy *smiles* so selecia will you be my girlfriend?
S- yes Colby I will *smiles*

He kisses me again and after he leads me to the couch and we sit down and talk and laugh and I enjoy myself.

C- so what was it like kissing him
S- weird, it wasn't you so I didn't like it but he grabbed me by my arms and I didn't have a choice but to just let it happen
C- jeez he's rough
S- yea he is *smiles* but I don't think I'm gonna accept Andrews offer
C-why not?
S- because singing for me is a hobby not a career my career is cooking and it's something I love to do, streaming and YouTube and singing are the only things I can turn to when I'm overwhelmed or stressed out it's my break from reality for a second and if I take his offer it becomes a job and not a hobby and I don't think I want that
C- I get that but you quit Harry's so what are you gonna do?
S- that I haven't figured out, and I really hope Harry doesn't try and ruin my career
C- he wouldn't plus before I blocked him I screenshotted the parts where we talked about the money
S- speaking of which what are you gonna do with it?
C- send it to you, I mean it's the least he could do for what he did
S- I mean you have a point but don't send it to me keep it
C- that's one thing I'm not doing is keeping it he kissed you without your permission and he paid people not to date you
S- fine but just know it's going back to you when I buy merch *laughs*
C- don't do that I'll put you on the pr list
S- jeez you're just spoiling me already sending me money and now free merch?! Hell yea so glad I picked you *laughs*
C- that's messed up *laughs*
S- too soon? *laughs*
C- wayyyyyy too soon *laughs*
S- oops *laughs*
Sh- garris I'm here to check in on you
S- *laughs* come in the door unlocked

He walks in and smiles
Sh- I see you listened to your heart
S- partially yes but he kissed me and that's what sealed the deal *laughs* but he did the most amazing thing for me
Sh- and what's that?
S- he took the money Harry offered him then blocked him and he even screenshotted the messages
Sh- wow
S- yea oh and I don't wanna take Andrews offer only because singing, streaming and YouTube are my hobbies and I don't want any of them to become jobs yet plus even though I quit Harry's I still want to be a personal chef I just don't have a have job
Sh- I understand garris and so will he and how about you come cook for me *smiles* and I'll pay you double whatever Harry was paying
S- Shawn that's two thousand dollars
C- he was paying you one thousand dollars to cook one day a week for him?!
S- well yea and id only go once a week to meal prep so he was paying me for each meal all together I guess plus the groceries and stuff
C- ohhh but still one thousand dollars?! That's insane
S- I know and that's what he been my only client for a while, oh my god I think he was paying me so much so I didn't have to work for anyone else which means I wouldn't meet new people, and he could have to himself I-

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