last summer / chiscara / on hiatus

Part 3 - It's Just a Dream❗

Scara POV:

"Mother.."

"Wait..Mother!.."

"Mother! Wait! I'm sorry..don't leave me here!.."

"MOTHER!"

I wake up, with tears rolling down my face and my heartbeat racing.

"It was long time ago, Kunikuzushi..get over it." I think to myself, wiping the tears off my face.

I stood up from my bed, and walked into the bathroom.

I lock the bathroom door, double check it's locked, and when I was sure it's locked I take out my pocket knife, and slowly but surely start to cut my wrists. It hurts. I cry from pain, hoping that no one can hear me.

As I cut deeper and deeper, more blood started dripping from my arm, more scars started forming on my wrists as more tears started rolling off my face.

Suddenly, I hear footsteps approaching the bathroom door. Shit. I woke someone up.

"Scara? Is that you?" It was Childe's voice. Shit shit shit. I better clean up all that mess fast.

"Yeah, what do you want?" My voice was really shaky as I was trying to clean up everything.

"You sound like you were crying, are you okay?" Shit.

"I'm fine." Where are the goddamn tissues.

"Are you sure? Can I come in?" Fuck. Faster Scara, faster..

"Just a moment" I said, wiping the blood with the tissues I just found, shortly washing my face from the tears. Alright, I think he shouldn't notice anything.

I unlock the door, slowly opening it to face Childe, who had a slightly worried look on his face.

"Is everything okay in there?"

"Yeah, everything is fine, why?"

"I just thought..nevermind."

Childe looked away, probably thinking he misheard it. But then, I see much more worried expression on his face.

"Scara..your wrists..they.." Oh shit. I didn't roll down my sleeves, didn't I?

I look away, rolling down my sleeves since it's the only thing I can do right now. All of a sudden, I could feel Childe's arms wrapping around my neck pulling me into a hug. I couldn't help but start crying, since I haven't gotten a hug in a while.

"Sorry.." I said, as I grabbed Childe's arms shoving my head in his chest, sobbing.

"Shh..there's nothing to be sorry about, Scara." Childe said in a soft tone, carefully patting my head. Being around him made me feel safe, loved even.

Since it was 3 am, we both went to sleep after this whole thing. Childe fell asleep as fast as the last time, cuddling me again. I was kinda confused on why he did this in his sleep, but whatever. I didn't want to wake him up, so I just went with it.

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A/N: A really short chapter, but I hope you guys will like it😭 please forgive me for my laziness😭😭