ok so from all the info i've gathered you need repeated trauma to be a system?? the only trauma that i have (or can remember, idk.) was that time when i was three and i accidentally poured boilinhg water all over myself, and when i was like five and i broke my collarbone pretty badly, when i was 8 i think?? i was exposed to p0rn, and thats it i think. do yalls think its enough trauma or??? am i just being delusional
also a lot of the time i feel like i'm not genderfluid but my preferences change a lot, along with my sexuality and name.
some of the time i feel like my deadname, actually. but most of the time i perfer theo?? or tissues?? its weird
also i've been thinking about going by lightbulb too because one day i just woke up and i was like "oh shit i have a newfound connection to lightbulb ii" AND IDK IF I'M JUST A COPINGLINK OF LIKE ALL MY FAV CHARATERS OR SOMETHING OR IF THIS IS A SIGN OF BEING A FICTIVE I'M GENUINELY CLUELESS
is this just my psychosis or am i maybe a system idk
