taking a bath in liquid magnesium

i'm going to be violently ill (vent)

vent AGAIN bro might as well turn this into a vent book i promise i'll post something normal tomorrow

i recently learned about emotional masochism and i was like oh! so the term isn't "attention seeking" ? i never knew that there was a label for this im gonna cru  it fits me so well because i thought i was a bad person for wanting to get worse😭😭 gonna kill sm