Im sorry

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Kiara POV:

I was sitting on the chair in the hospital.Drowning in my own tears.
I felt a huge amount of tears spill from my eyes.What was i gonna do if i lose him too.That feeling.It came back again.The same feeling i felt when Sarah and John B were pronounced dead.I felt...empty and alone.I couldn't do this anymore.
The tears threatened to fall to the point i was choking on them.
It was around 10PM and i was waiting in the hall pacing left and right,waiting for news.
"Hey Kie,let's head out."Pope said,
I could see the dry tears on his cheeks.
"You can go if you want to but im staying here."i said weakly.
Both me and him didn't have the energy to fight so he just hugged me and left.
I sat on the chair just by the door JJ
was in and held my head in my hands.Just then a doctor made his way over to me.
"Any news"i said standing up.
"We're not a hundred precent sure,
but we think there is a huge possibility that he will not make it since we could see some marks on his neck so there could be a possibility that he was choked to death."
He said as he made his way.
"No,no no no no.No,no this can't be happening,you don't understand,
this is a mistake.He isn't dead.No!"
I cried as i fell to the floor.
"Jayj you promised...you promised you wouldn't leave!!!"i yelled.
I then took my phone out of my pocket and dialed Pope.He didn't answer.
I broke down on the floor and started crying hysterically.I didn't stop.I couldn't.
"JJ!JJ DON'T LEAVE...please..don't...leave."
I yelled as i banged on the door.
I couldn't handle him duying too.
Not now.Not ever.
"JJ..don't give up on me...please"
I cried weakly.
Just then i felt arms wrap around me.i turned around and in my sight was Pope hugging me.
"I heard"He said crying.
"I can't handle it Pope,i can't loose him too."
"I can't do it."i said to him.
"We're gonna get through this,you know he's a fighter Kie."Pope said.
I could hear the fear in his voice.
I knew he was trying to convince me and himself but i couldn't think of that right now.My mind was set to the blond boy,laying behind these damn doors.He was really duying.
I was really gonna loose him too.

Im sorry,im sorry that i couldn't save
you.

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