Playin' the players games// L.H

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Hey guys! Might not be updating or online for a while because I'm going into hospital today..I'm okay, I just might have broke my toe/ankle falling up the stairs while watching the she's kinda hot music video!
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Love you all 🌹

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| Ivy |

Luke's not stupid, neither are any of the other boys but Luke..he is embarrassed by how smart he actually is.

He is a genius for crying out loud.

He will figure out who has really been hurting me soon.

He his the jigsaw but he just has to fit all the pieces together to make the full picture.

It won't take long.

He's catching up with me, his hot on my trial.

"Ivy!" Niall called

I turned around and smiled walking over

"What's up?" I ask tugging down my sleeves even more

"We are going to the pool again, after the show are you coming?" He asked

"Ugh..yeah sure" I answer

Stupid. I can't fucking swim! And my cuts, bruises. Oh fuck Me!

"Great! Love you Iv" Niall chirped

I smiled weakly nodded mumbling a 'love you too'

I turned to my left to see Luke and Calum giving me that look

That 'are you stupid?' Look

I rolled my eyes and walked off

"Ivy, you can't swim" Luke reminded me coming over to the sofa I was now on

"Really? No shit Sherlock" I say sarcastically rolling my eyes slumping down in the chair further

"Why did you say you would come then?" He asked confused

"Because I can. Okay Luke? Why should I back away from things I can't do? What if I want to jump in that water?" I hiss

"I know you think you have this all worked out but you don't Ivy. I know extremely well what is going on in your life. And I know exactly what you mean when you say you want to jump in the water" Luke snapper back angry

Luke never really gets angry but when he does it's because something or someone he really cares about is hurting or upsetting him..

"You don't know anything" I snarl crossing my arms

"You bet fuck I do!" Luke spat

"It's not like you give two shits. No one does. So drop the 'we love you' act. Just leave me alone. It will be best for the both of us" i growl standing up

"Ivy!" Luke gasped grabbing my hand avoiding my wrist

"What?!" I yell spinning around angry sizzling around my body

"We call fucking care! Stop listening to them people that are hurting you. Stop cutting, it's not as if you mind isn't dark enough" Luke whispered/yelled

I stared at him wide eyed

How? How does he know?

"Stop being selfish Ivy. You hurting yourself is hurting others. Remember when your mum walked in on you trying to kill yourself? Remember that? Remember how you then released you were wrong? You're wrong now Ivy! Open your fucking eyes!" Luke hissed.