✮Home we are✮

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After many hours of hanging out with my friends and vlogging i finally make it home...with Wilbur toddling next to me of course, don't think i could even breathe without him being by my side checking and watching my every move..kind of like before he kidnapped me

God its so weird that my boyfriend is my ex kidnapper, love him tho but he's really fuckin weird



WILBUR POV (cause we haven't heard from our local fuckin psycho for a long time): 

As i walked into Y/n's lovely home that i am oh so familiar with, Jamie's words or well lecture continued to haunt me

Was i really too obsessive and clingy towards them? Am i so insecure that i think that every single man and woman is going to steal my beloved away from me? Is that a skill issue?...ok thats a question for another day but am i too much?

I think about those questions as i sit at the Island that is planted in Y/n's beautiful kitchen, they walk around their kitchen grabbing different ingredients to make some food before the commotion stops and i hear Y/n clear their throat, i look up and see them looking at me with a slightly concerned look 

"Whats on your mind?" They ask me, god how beautiful did they look whenever they were possibly concerned about me and my wellbeing, maybe i should act super distant so that they care for me even more than they already do! no no no that would make them worry even more than they already do which we don't need...so just tell them why i'm so distant and not in the right head space? yeah that sounds reasonable, possibly one of the most reasonable things i've done all day! maybe all week...ok maybe all month.....i lied my entire life, i'm not the kind of guy to really think this shit through if you couldn't tell by now

"U-uh...am..am i t-too clingy for your liking? am i not enough? am i too much? d-do i annoy you?" I ask as i fidget with my hands, rubbing them together as a nervous habit 

"Ok, you can be a bit possessive and clingy sometimes, it can get a little annoying but i promise it doesn't change the way i view you, i still love you in all your creepy, possessive glory, you are still my boyfriend and i still love you no matter what, you can't help how clingy you are, its just who you are, i can't change who you are and you can't either, so why try to change who you are when you can't, i love you for who you are, yes you can be a bit annoying but who isn't annoying? everyone is annoying at some point its human nature, we are all annoying even i am, believe it or not but i still love you, and you still love me, so don't doubt yourself and don't think i don't love you ok?" Y/n said as they looked at me with loving and sweet eyes, them just looking at me melted my heart, tears slowly filled my eyes as i smiled at them, i wasn't crying because i was sad or angry, but because i felt appreciated and loved, i felt human

Y/n noticed the tears in my eyes and they quickly walked over to me and scooped me up into a big hug, i hugged them back tightly as i whispered 'thank you' over and over again as i held them to me tight, almost like they were going to vanish if i didn't hold onto them like they were my last breath  

"You don't need to worry love" Y/n says as they hold me close to their chest or well i held myself close to their chest, i could feel their and my heartbeat at the same time, they gently pat my back reassuring me that 

"Its all alright love...no need to worry" They say gently into my ear as they comforted me, god i felt so loved and safe in their arms, i wanted to stay there forever and forever, never wanting to leave, just to lay in their arms everyday until the day i die,

If and when i die

i want to die inside their arms...

A/N

halloo hope you all are well

sorry for the short chapter, its nearly the end of my school year (thanks Australian school curriculum for making sense when school starts and finishes <3) and i'm super fuckin tired and have given up on life

so sorry haha love you all 

catch you in the flip side 

764 words <3  

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