Things that you were never meant to read (On Hold)

Some people

I sang this song at my school's talent show and I won :) sadly the day I won was the day I was forever alone :( but whatever ... this song is just for the people who just caused so much pain in my life...  That's all I have left to say...

-Rose

I tick and tock and all my tears are falling, they keep falling.

Left and right and tears on my wall is dripping, they keep dripping.

Up and down, I cant touch the ground.

Back and forth, and still no sound.

And honestly, I don't need a GPS.

I been told to go through so many directions.

Some people tell me give up and go back,

some people tell me have hope and climb up.

But how can I do it when people keep holding me down?

I've been lost around the world,

people just think of me as just typical girl. (whoa)

I try and try to make people happy,

but I guess I am not that perfect.

So what if I try?

Do I just drop my bags and turn around?

Some people tell me give up and go back,

some people tell me have hope and climb up.

But how can i do it when people keep holding me down?

North! South! people pull me down.

East! West! people light me up.

North! South! people throw me out.

East! West! people laugh out loud.

So many people, so many doubts.

Up, Down cant touch the ground.

Back, forth not a single sound.

I tick and tock and all my tears are falling, they keep falling.

Left and right and tears on my wall is dripping, they keep dripping.

Is there somewhere for me in this world?

holding on but wanna shut down.

Can't I go east to west

without going to north and south?

All my life i've been told to go through so many directions.........

Can't I go wherever I want without any consequences?

Some people tell me give up and go back,

some people tell me have hope and climb up.

But how can I do it when people keep holding me down?? (have to hold me down)

Someday i'll face a new direction.

someday ill see a brighter light;

maybe a place for me..

Without people telling me where i have to go.

I don't wanna go up and down,

not back and forth for people throw me out.

East and west can't pull me up just hold me.

Tears may fall and I go down.

Tears will drip without a sound.

But all I wanna do,

is go where I wanna go,

be who I wanna be.

Without some people telling me where I have to go. (where I have to go)