Violet
I'm shaking. it's just a dream, it was just a dream I think trying to reassure myself, I clench and unclench my fists trying to give my hands something to do as I sit on the bed, I can feel Xaden sleeping next to me and I try not to wake him up as I take long deep calming breaths. I stiffen as movement catches the corner of my eye,
"Fuck I've lost my mind again haven't I?" I sigh as I relax slightly "I miss you so much" I whisper to Liam as he walks over to me. "Sloanes tolerating me more, and her training is coming along" I say quietly careful not to wake Xaden up, fuck I wonder what he'll say or think if he catches me talking to my self like a complete idiot, it's only when Liam reaches a hand out and touches my arm that I realise I'm still shaking,
"You okay?" He asks as I stare into his stunning blue eyes
"I'm sorry" I say blinking back tears,
"You have to stop saying that, it's ok, I'm ok, I made my choice and non of it is your fault, I've come to terms with it, it's time you do too"
"That's exactly what I'd want you to say"
"I told you before I'm not exactly a hallucination, and while your accepting that what happened wasn't your fault, tell Xaden that asswell"
"Why don't you just tell him yourself, I mean if you really aren't a hallucination, then surely you could just talk to him too" I say shaking my head, I really have lost my mind.
"Unfortunately Maleks kindness only goes so far" Liam chuckles, he fucking chuckles,
"Violet?" Xaden asks with more than a hint of worry.
"Shit, Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up"
"It's fine, who are you talking too?" His beautiful onyx eyes searching mine, shit I didn't realise I was talking so loud,
"Tairn, I'm sorry I really didn't mean to wake you up" I say simply trying to end the conversation, he eyes scan over my entire body the way they usually do when he's accessing me for any injuries
"It's fine" then he adds "are you ok?"
"Fine" I nod my head turning back to liam and have to fight a smile as I see him staring at us barely holding back a laugh "You could just tell him you know"
"And let him know that I've completely and utterly lost my mind, no thanks" I whisper so quitly I'm not actually sure I said anything.
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Fourth wing- Liam
FanfictionViolet sees Liam again after Xaden saves her and he finds out that Vi has been seeing Liam , I like to believe that Liam is actually a gift from malek and not a hallucination This is my first time writing a fanfic so pls be kind and give me lots of...
