Di Mamz Dem Juvi

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Valerie Viola Reid || 17
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I dont know how long they've been at it.

I've been going in and out of consciousness for the past few hours. They've all taken turns with me and now they're gone except Nickeil.

I can still feel his hands on me... invading my body.

Mi nuh know wah mah go do wid mi self after this...

"Vally yuh nah wake up?.. mi know yuh nah sleep eno babes" he says from behind me.

Mi hate him.

Mi hate him suh till mi cya hate him nuh more.

Mi woulda say mi hate man but mi cya hate all a dem fi wah one do to me.

I'm not that unreasonable...

I can feel the drug fading from my system but I can't find the energy to get up.

I feel sick.

Sick of myself.

Sick of not being able to do anything but lay down helpless.

I feel Nickeil's arm snake round my waist to grope my breast

"Let. Me. Go." I managed to get out.

Words can't express how badly I want to get away from him. How badly I want to get rid of him so me nor any other female would go through this again.

"Oh, suh yuh did wake" he says laughing after.

Him really a laugh...

After him and him two wasteman fren dem drug mi, Kidnap mi and tek turns a rape mi??

Him a laugh??

"A laugh yah bomboclaat laugh?" I shout forcing my body to get up from the bed.

The pain in my lower stomach stings but I ignore it.

I stand up turning to him with tears in my eyes threatening to spill over.

"Cry yah cry?"

Suh mi nuh have a reason fi cry?

"Suh mi noffi bawl after wah yuh jus do mi!?" The tears spill over and I lean back on the wall that was behind me.

"Wah yah talk bout? Weh yah cry fah vally?"

...

No...

"Nickeil yuh nah do this to me again... DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DIDN'T DO SHIT BECAUSE YOU DID!!!"

"Nickeil yuh rape me!.." I burst into sobs dropping to my knees.

"Valerie... yuh have proof a dat? Yuh did drunk bad last night..." he says and I freeze looking up at him standing on the other side of the bed.