Woso one shots

Bags (Jessie Fleming)

Jessie and Y/N have known each other since we were kids. They knew every thing about each other, except for one thing, they loved each other. There was a little difference though, Y/N loved Jessie as more than a friend, for years.
Y/N never thought about anyone else, only her, all of the time. She was her only one.
Although Jessie loved Y/N as no more than a friend. Jessie was straight, she just didn't really dated and that's why Y/N didn't know that. Y/N always had the hope that one day they will end up together. But Jessie never saw it.
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Every second counts I don't wanna talk to you anymore, and All these little games You can call me by the name I gave you Yesterday, yeah
Every minute counts I don't wanna watch TV anymore, yeah
Can you figure me out?
Just doin' to waste more time on the couch

We hang out all of the time, every one thought that there is something between us, even I did. I hated how I wasn't able to tell her how I felt. I felt like each time that we will be together and I won't tell her how I felt was a waste of time. I wished that she could know how I felt, maybe she know? Maybe she ignores it?. I would take any excuse just to be able to be with her, even if we are sitting and not doing any thing
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Can you see me? I'm waiting for the right time I can't read you, but if you want, the pleasure's all mine
Can you see me using everything to hold back? I guess this could be worse Walkin' out the door with your bags

I wonder if Jessie knows how I feel. I tried to hint her about me being into girl all of the time. I should probably tell her but any time feels wrong. I don't even know if she likes me, or more specificity girls. I never saw her dating anyone. She is flirty some times but that can be friendly as well. If she had tolled me that she felt the same I would do anything for her, for us. I can't hold my self from telling her but I also knows that it can ruin our friendship forever. It is for the best to not tell her, if she doesn't fell the same she will leave me, I prefer to be her best friends who is secretly in love with her then no one to her.
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Pour your glass of wine
Mitchell told me I should be just fine, yeah
Cases under the bed Spill it open, let it rush to my head
I don't wanna be forward, I don't wanna cut corners Savor this with everything I have inside of me
I'm not the type to run, I know that we're having fun But what's the rush? Kissing, then my cheeks are so flushed

When I tell her how I feel I can't go back. I have to be sure how she feels before I tell her. I don't want to scare her with how I feel when she maybe hadn't thought about me as more than a friend. My feeling for Jessie are very real and intense, but maybe we suppose to just be friends? Maybe for now that is all we need to be? Maybe later we will be more than that?
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Tell you how I felt
Sugar coated melting in your mouth
Pardon my emotions
I should probably keep it all to myself
Know you'd make fun of me

I really don't know what to do, to tell Jessie or not?
I am in love with her and I should probably tell her since she is my best friends. Maybe things will work out, maybe she likes me too. We will be so happy together. But on the other hand, what if she don't? If she does not like me and I tell her everything will be ruined. I should probably keep it all to myself. I should not tell her. I will find myself hurt and alone.

A/N:
I'm obsess with Bags by clairo (and to Jessie Fleming 🤭) and unfortunately relate to it so I had to write about it somehow. I tried something very different then my usual writing and I never wrote something liked that so I hope that you like it.