Diary entry (10th November, 2017)
Phi!!!! Something so good happened today!!
Okay... Let me tell you from the start phi!
As tomorrow is sunday and we don't have school, p'Stop said he will take me out today and told me to get ready.
He took me to a restaurant.
The food is so delicious phi!
Will you take me there if we meet again?
I promise phi, you will surely like it!
Sorry sorry...
Anyway... Phi told me it is my reward for being such a good slut for them.
When I told him it was so painful, he promised it was just once and only him and p'Gun will be doing it again daily.
It is just two, so I happily agreed.
Later, he did something so unexpected phi!
He kissed me on my lips!
He and his friends kissed me everywhere before but never on the lips phi..
It was my first time!!
It was so good phi....
He promised me, if I be a good boy like this, he will reward me like this everyday!
I will be such a good boy for p'Stop, he would never want anyone else!
You know I can be a good boy if I want to, right phi?
p'Stop..... Just wait and see..... I will take rewards from you everyday!!
I am going now p'Phayu! I had so much fun today and hope you too!
Bye p'Phayu!
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#Rain pov
Hearing Pai's loud shout, I cowered. I so badly want to die, but don't understand how to escape the death grip they have on me.
All I can hope for is for them to kill me after using or that they get disgusted looking at all the scars and leave me so I can go back to my p'Stop.
I don't understand why I am feeling this. Not even a day ago, I thought of escaping him and now all I want is for him to save me.
Am I weird?
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They led me through the stairs to a room. p'Phayu went inside for a while and later asked p'Pai to bring me inside.
The room was filled with so many equipments I have never seen before. I unconsciously shivered.
Are they going to use all these on me?
" Rain, this is Saifah, my friend and Oat, his fiancee. " p'Phayu introduced.
I nodded and went towards them, kneeled at their feet and bowed.
After a few minutes of silence, I heard a voice asking me to get up.
I nodded and got up.
Usually, as soon as we get home, I get naked and lay on the bed still so they can use my body as they need. No talks, no questions.
This is so new to me and I don't understand what to do. I am confused and scared. I usually know what and how p'Stop and his friends needs but I don't know anything about my new owners.
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Silence
FanfictionRain- A boy with ADHD is forced to suppress his symptoms from a very young age leading the boy to fall into deep depression and anxiety. Continuously trying to minimize talk so that he won't irritate others for years and all the physical and emotio...
