Chapter 15

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Jenna was once again in the studio, reflecting on her past with Domino. It had sparked a song in her head, and what she felt. She called Olivia, Rachel, and Taylor, who all had wanted to come to the studio with her. Jenna appreciated it, so when she got to the studio , she sat down in the recording booth and put the comforting headphones.

I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers
Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge
And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough

And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
But you know I can't let it go
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong

The arguments that I have won against you in my head
In the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed
Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty
And I fantasize about a time you're a little fuckin' sorry
And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy
And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal

And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
But you know I can't let it go
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong

Ooh, do you think I deserved it all?
Ooh, your flowers filled with vitriol
You built me up to watch me fall
You have everything and you still want more

I try to be tough, I try to be mean
But even after all this, you're still everything to me
And I know you don't care, I guess that that's fine
But you know I can't let it go
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long

It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
It takes strength to forgive, but

As the music finished, Jenna looked up to see the girls in the verge of tears. Jenna felt like crying, but she kept her composure. As she walked out, she was welcomed into a group hug by the girls, where she started to cry.

"That was soo good Jenna! Sounds like I song I would write," Olivia whispered into Jenna's ear, embracing her harder.

"Thanks Olivia," Jenna replied into Olivia's shoulder.

Once again, Jack was shocked at Jenna. To Jenna, that was best reaction out of anyone's.

"Jenna, that was beautiful. I'm so proud of u my favourite Rivera twin," Rachel said.

"You like me more than Josh?" Jenna questioned.

"I've known you longer, so obviously," Rachel answer, causing Jenna to laugh. Rachel smiled, seeing her best friend smile. Taylor looked at Jenna, with tears in her eyes.

"That was very pretty. I felt the emotions of that song like they were mine," Taylor said, wiping tears that were slowly coming out. Jenna embraced Taylor, both crying now. Rachel and Olivia joined in, and finally Jack joined. They were like that for a bit, until there were flashes and the sounds of cameras clicking.

"The fucking paparazzi," Taylor muttered. She closed the blinds, flipping off the paparazzi. As the group walked out, Rachel, Olivia, and Taylor helped hide Jenna from the public eye, all keeping their head down and walking beside her and in front of her. As they got to Jenna's car, they got her in, then joined her. They knew that Jenna hated the paparazzi with her heart, and after writing an emotional song about her past, they would find her vulnerable. They went to Olive Garden, which was now their routine after the studio. During dinner, she released "the grudge."


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jennamaeofficial✔️: 'the grudge' is out now.

—> oliviarodrigo✔️: ur a warrior for writing this song Jenna! 💜
—> reply oliviarodrigo thanks Olivia. Thanks for being there for me 💜

—> tomblyth I feel the emotion from this song Maisie 💞
—> reply tomblyth thanks love 💞
—> reply jennamaeofficial I'm so confused about their relationship, and I'm here for it

—> taylorswift I love this Jenna! All the hugs and kisses to u girly 🫶🏼
—> reply taylorswift thanks girly 🫶🏼

—> rachelzegler AGHH I LOVE THIS!!
—> reply rachelzegler AGHH I LOVE U!!!

—> user35 slut

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