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Rant not chapter

Hello I'm not really up for putting out a new chapter rn but I do want to rant about a few topics ^^

~Fist rant topic~

Thank you for being understanding about me not wanting to write the new years Chapter I really did have something planned it was going to be very wholesome and some angst but I probably will still write it when I feel up to it

~second topic ~

FOREVER IS NOT LEAVING THE QSMP FUCK YES IM SO HAPPY if you guys have not seen the tweet you should go look at it^^ dude Forever's lore is amazing I'm so happy he isn't leaving the qsmp

~last topic ~
*trigger warning *

Look I'm not trying to be a attention seeker by talking about my mental health problems and things like that I only talk about it here because I have no where else and this is just how I try and forget the world and think of things that make me happy anyways I'm going to talk about my mental health at the moment so if you don't want to read about this than you can skip^^

So recently I have started wanting to SH again I've been clean for quite a while now and I would use a better coping method ✨️MUSIC ✨️ but recently I've been starting to get back into the state where I hurt myself when I'm mad or upset and that is leading me back into the state where I want to cut myself again and now what it feels like I've also been feeling very exhausted and unmotivated I've also have been feeling very empty and cutting  is what comes to mind every time I want to feel something other the exhausted and unmotivated I don't really know what to do I think there was only a week where I actually felt very happy and motivated but then I went back into that state anyways that's the end of this rant topic

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THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO MY KINDA LONG RANT once again you can rant to me anytime as well also please leave some music  suggestions I've recently been trying to find new music to listen to ^v^

Anyways bye bye