Jada
9:09 PM
I'm waiting for the car
Papa's going home to calm her down
You don't need to come.
I want to be alone.
D
Please.
At least give me Koa's number
I'm sure he's freaking out
And Pascal says he's waiting outside our gate
And he drove to the rink and back thrice
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Dior
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I'm your sister. Talk to me
I can't stay in this hotel room forever.
I have to find somewhere else to stay.
Let me call Koa
No.
I don't want to ask him for help.
DIOR.
Utang na loob ko pa.
Dior
I know na
Christ
I was stupid enough to think
To believe he loves me
And now I'm not so sure
Dior, he does
Alam mo yan. You're just running away from it because you've been hurt by the person who should've shown you the love he's giving you
Pero hindi kasalanan ni Koa, Dior. He's been nothing but gentle and true with you
Hindi ko na kailangan niyan. Lahat yan may kapalit
Dior
What you're feeling now
You have never been like this. Ever.
But now you're angry and full of resentment
And all of that was just bottled up inside you
Even during the Fight, you weren't angry
You were just tired
And now
And now my mother blew up on me when I told her I was going to take Coach's offer about being an assist coach
It finally sank on her na I'm not going back to training
Said I'm ungrateful
That she gave up her career for us
For me
And this is how I repay her
I know her sacrifice. I've been giving back for her sacrifice
Pero bakit
Hindi enough yung 15 years, J?
Dior
As if
As if utang na loob ko pa na she gave up her skating
But it was her choice
It was her choice to have us, she made her bed and now she's fucking lying in it and I get blamed?!
Bakit ako yung sinisisi mo?
Bakit ako yung
Jada, sinira niya lahat ng ginagawa ko
Materials ko
She tore all of my crochet pieces apart
Put them in the fire
And she said
Hindi niya ako anak
I've failed her
I've disappointed her
Because I couldn't be her
So I packed up and left
Because I'm not enough
I could never be enough
Kailangan kong magbigay nang magbigay for her to love me
Kapalit n'on ay ako
Nung ayaw ko na, kapalit naman non is her love for me
And now I realize she's never going to love me without my skating
Or forgive me for giving it up
She said I only belong on the ice
And not anywhere else
So yes
I'm full of anger and resentment
And I
Have never felt
So alone
Fuck this brain
Fuck this figure skating
And fuck me for being hurt when she's hurt me so many times before
I'm otw up.
Open the door and let me in.
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