couple months later
may 19th
4:30 pm|| Ahnestii Ne'Asia Davis ❦ ||
i'm now 38 weeks pregnant & should be dropping this baby anytime this month or next month.
me & jay haven't chose a baby name yet , we already got a lot of clothes for her & things. i love this new start we have. i know people probably judging me for going back but i'm definitely a second chance person because i think everybody deserves a second chance.
"nene" i heard jay say
"hm?" i said looking up frm my phone
"i'm finna head out" he said
he was going out of the state for a few weeks.
"ok" i said as he reach for a hug & rubbed my belly
" you straight? she straight?" he said
"mhm" i said tearing up
"what you crying fa man" he said chuckling
"idk" i said
these hormones smh.
"gimme a kiss befo i go" he said kissing me abt 6 times and i wasn't kissing him back
" be safe" i said as he pulled frm the kiss
"fs" he said befo leaving out
(this was definitely a time jump so uh basically, jay continued to cheat on her and things and she was still finding out abt it but she continuously took him back)
after about 20 mins i decided to finally get up and clean up the house and things.
"i'm hoping to crash , just to wake me up from the pain in the past" i said as i made up my bed
"hennessy, plenty weed, do you have anything stronger? idc give it here wanna make this high last longer." i said walking to the laundry room
|| Ya'Vani Yoshelle Richardson ❦||